(Verse 1)

Outside the world cycles

Waiting for my arrival

God I wish it was that way

I wish I didn't get the looks as I'm passing by

I know you're not going say anything

Well anyways

What happen to trying to live?

Lately been sleeping

Stuck within these walls

Call it my room

As I consume myself

Eating up slowly

Appearing mirrors

I try to punch them and break them down

But the shatters get stuck within me

Ripping through as I'm breaking

Feeling like this doesn't help

But I don't what else to do

Can't this be true?

What I hearing inside my head

It tells me that I'm not going to make it

And that I should just give up

Repeating it makes me start to believe

But I try to get through it

But doubt moves in

Trying to stay optimistic

When everything is so fucking pessimistic

(Chorus)

Feel alone

Others seem too crowded

I felt like a freak

Sitting here talking to me

Feel alone sometimes

Others feel too crowded

I felt like a freak

Sitting here talking to me

Talking to me, no one else

(Verse 2)

Telling my story feels so fucking hard

Everything feels like the lies get in between

Saying I'm fine the best cry for help I could think of

My brain wasn't strong enough to give a better answer

Doubting my experiences and my emotions as I'm living through them

But somehow that's not good enough

Watching as the posers take attention

Building up hate for no reason

Somehow I felt a little off

Feeling like a see a portion of them in me

Now can't you see I can't be like that

I rather fucking lose my sanity

Stay unknown

Then to be a fucking burden

Then to be a fucking burden

Burn it into a destiny

Can't you see

Don't want fucking be that way

(Chorus)

Feel alone

Others seem too crowded

I felt like a freak

Sitting here talking to me

Feel alone sometimes

Others feel too crowded

I felt like a freak

Sitting here talking to me

Talking to me