Released on January 12, 2023

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(Intro)

I’ve been waiting patiently

Anticipating him to fix my fractured life

God save me from this hell

Save me from this hell

(Verse 1)

Screaming out for no response

Scratching up prayers for no answers

Still in doubt of my existence

Why did I put myself in this state

(Bridge)

Why do you let me cut my skin?

Why do they never heal?

(Verse 2)

Do you enjoy my destruction

You know what I feel

You know I’m going through hell

As soon as I get a little better

I want to kill myself

Just put me in my fucking grave

(Chorus)

You’re tеlling me to leave right now

I am insanе; I’m screaming out loud

Ain’t it funny how you watch me breakdown

As you watch me break myself

(Verse 3)

I can’t trust the words inside your book

Can’t trust the nature of the passive

Can’t trust the greedy hands of a preacher

Drench and cover with gasoline

Watch the church burn

Show the hell that I took

(Chorus)

You’re telling me to leave right now

I am insane; I’m screaming out loud

Ain’t it funny how you watch me breakdown

As you watch me break myself

(Verse 4)

Leading into this path

All the drugs have been taken

Never go back

Maybe into a limbo space

Dead already to the human race

Took out my fucking anger

It’s on a cite

Watching our destruction tonight

Burning out on holding this might

Be the way I’ll go tonight

So tired to fight

(Chorus)

You’re telling me to leave right now

I am insane; I’m screaming out loud

Ain’t it funny how you watch me breakdown

As you watch me break myself

(Bridge)

Are you telling me to leave

I don’t know what to do anymore

I tried everything but nothing ever works anymore

Feeling like I’m loosing my fucking mind

Watch the city burn with my own eyes

(Chorus)

You’re telling me to leave right now

I am insane; I’m screaming out loud

Ain’t it funny how you watch me breakdown

As I’m fucking breaking myself