Maybe this is goodbye

Maybe this is goodbye

Maybe this is goodbye

Wish I could say that I had a good time

A crowded room I always sit alone

Call God he don't pick up the phone

Starting to think religion is a hoax

Don't fit the mold, maybe I should hit the road

High School more like solitary confinement

Not a soul would even care if I died, it's

Making me just want to bury my eyelids

Maybe I should barrel off a high cliff

Always working but I don't know why

Stuck in place as life just life blows by

If this keeps up, I just won't try

See my reflection, but I'd rather go blind

Got me using drugs to escape it

Like my mind is stuck in the Matrix

I want to give up, I just hate this

It's hard being one of the forsaken

This voice talks in my head

It says to walk off the ledge

No future and got no friends

I think you'd be better off dead

So, maybe this is goodbye

Maybe this is goodbye

Maybe this is goodbye

Wish I could say that I had a good time

I tried my best but shit is not enough

Bottles of liquor with pills bottoms up

Then I wash it down with some toxic dust

Fantasize how I could walk into a truck

Moving away from home has got me anxious

Feel like I'm losing blood but no fangs in

This shit keeps me up, I need Ambien

The alcohol is going straight to my pancreas

Feel like my own momma don't know me

On so many drugs, feels like I'm coding

God dealt me out these cards now I'm folding

Trapped inside a hell of my emotion

The world holds me down, I can suffocate

Why go through this much shit another day

Fake smile on my face just fluctuates

Life going down the drain, I can't pump the brakes

This voice talks in my head

It says to walk off the ledge

No future and got no friends

I think you'd be better off dead

So, maybe this is goodbye

Maybe this is goodbye

Maybe this is goodbye

Wish I could say that I had a good time