[Verse 1]

One time, long ago I ripped myself up

Put on my lipstick, said I'm gonna give this shit up

I fear what I gots to fear, cause it's nothing that I fear in something

I am yellow piss in a pipe dream, this rocks for you I meant

I am this and you are that, cause it's something

What I have is nothing

[Chorus 1]

I can't live in this world, time beats you crush your soul

Laugh at your breathing eyes, cut my throat, downtime, why me?

[Post Chorus]

I’ll wait there for you

I’ll wait there for you

I’ll wait there for you

[Verse 2]

That time was long ago I still rip myself up

Took off my lipstick and I didn't give the shit up

I feared what I had to fear, still it's nothing that I fear in something

I am little boy in a wet dream, this G.I. Joe it seems

I'll share this and you share that, cause in something I have nothing

[Chorus 2]

Kill myself on my knees, why I try my disease

I bleed to take these pills, slit my wrist, downtime, why me?

[Post Chorus]

I'll wait there for you

I’ll wait there for you

I’ll wait there

[Bridge]

This old man please die

I fall deeper, toys of mine broken

I'll buy new toys, this bitch won't play with me

I could hurt her, this old trend dies one more harder

[Outro]

Don't tell me I'm wrong

You didn't live this with me

When I have my own

Cause it could've been, would've been

This is my own

This is my own

This is my own

This is my own