Released on September 22, 1998
[Verse 1: Matt Holt]
Say I'm cold
See I'm just tired of you
You make me sick
Sometimes it seems I can't break you
Now that I'm sick
It seems all right
Now that I'm gone
You must be happy
[Pre-Chorus: Holt]
I cannot stand this, these words don't come so easily
More aggravation to silence my mind
[Chorus: Holt and Sampled Vocals]
One more in the face of redemption
But still I feel it and go
So you know I can't realize, realize
Put you away so you don't know
Can't see you feel it what I do
See it in the face what you do to the children
I still cannot break it no matter what you tell me
You hear, but you're blind
And you're still not comin' around to get a sound
He has to be destroyed
[Verse 2: Holt]
So now I'm cold, you said you're tired of me
I made you sick
Sometimes it seems you can't break me
Now that you're sick, when all seems all bad
Now that you're gone, I can't be happy
[Pre-Chorus: Holt]
I cannot stand this
These words don't come so easily
More aggravation
To silence my mind
[Chorus: Holt]
One more in the face of redemption
But still I feel it and go
So you know I can't realize, realize
Put you away so you don't know
Can't you feel it, what I do
See it in the face what you do to the children
I still cannot break it no matter what you tell me
You hear, but you're blind
And you're still not comin' around to get a sound
[Verse 3: Holt]
Burn this empty mind
Take it all but you want some more apologies
Now I'm not cool, suck up in lies
Say it all even with no truth
I'm feeling fine, I feel no guilt for the shit I say
Could give a fuck about your inner thoughts
They're not mine, clear kills
So you think you know some shit, try hard
Know that you can't leave it like this
I can't see it through
[Chorus: Holt]
One more in the face of redemption
But still I feel it and i go
So you know I just can't realize, realize
Put you away so you don't know
Can't you feel it what I do
See it in the face what you do to the children
I still cannot break it no matter what you tell me
You hear, but you're blind
And you're still not comin' around to get a sound
[Outro: Holt]
Clear kills
So you think you know some shit, try hard
Know that you can't leave it like this
I can't see it through by myself
Told you, see your feelings overweight