Released on July 22, 2024

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[Intro: Todd (from Bojack Horseman)]

As you know, I was hurt, but then I realized that's just how you are

You know, and maybe I just need to stop expecting you to be

A good person, so that way, I won't get hurt when you're not


[Chorus]

I've been nauseous from the pills, I'm taking pills

Like something's always wrong with my fucking head

Got a black whip, tryna to match the fit

But something feels so wrong instead

I've been living way too fast, tryna take it slow

I can never ever, ever trust a soul

That's the time to really think about what happened

Now I know that I'm better off on my own


[Verse 1]

Better off on my own, my friends turned ghost

That's another line up in my fucking notеs

That's another line up in my nose, rеlapsing

I can only cope, and get it off my chest by rapping

Hate to think about what happened

You just used me up and left me in the past tense

I've been getting high to hide from my emotions

Mix the drugs with another cup and down the potion

I've been lost so I get high

That's the reason I don't wanna be alive

That's the reason why I wanna fucking die

That's the reason why I'm done with all your lies and your bullshit

Baby, I've been going through it

I've been fucking up and I can't ever undo it

That's the time to really think about what happened

Now I know that I'm better off on my own


[Pre-Chorus]

(Too fast)

(I can never trust a soul, that's facts)

(That's the time to really think about)

(No, no, no)


[Chorus]

I've been nauseous from the pills, I'm taking pills

Like something's always wrong with my fucking head

Got a black whip, tryna to match the fit

But something feels so wrong instead

I've been living way too fast, tryna take it slow

I can never ever, ever trust a soul

That's the time to really think about what happened

Now I know that I'm better off on my own


[Verse 2]

I've been taking drugs to cope with all the bullshit

Still a savage, saying that I might just fucking lose it

Had the drugs tell me that I'm never gonna change

I've been running from the past, it doesn't erase the pain

What's the point of living if it's just another day?

I've been caught up in all the shit that you fucking say

I've been so low, thinking bout therapy

I was always there for you, but you were never there for me

You were falling apart

I didn't mean to break your heart, it's been over from the start

Ain't nobody fucking with me till I give em what they need

Then they stab me in the back, and they love to watch you bleed

It's been over from the start, I've been nauseous

Baby, you better proceed with fucking caution

I've been stressed out, feeling exhausted

Baby, why you gotta treat me like an option?


[Pre-Chorus]

(Too fast)

(I can never trust a soul, that's facts)

(That's the time to really think about)

(No, no, no)


[Chorus]

I've been nauseous from the pills, I'm taking pills

Like something's always wrong with my fucking head

Got a black whip, tryna to match the fit

But something feels so wrong instead

I've been living way too fast, tryna take it slow

I can never ever, ever trust a soul

That's the time to really think about what happened

Now I know that I'm better off on my own


[Outro]

(Too fast)

(I can never trust a soul, that's facts)

(That's the time to really think about)

(No, no, no)