[PART 1]

[Verse 1: faave]

I ain't perfect, no, I got hella flaws

Tattooed pain, know I wear it like a cross, yeah

Wish I bide more time with some coupons

I remember growing up getting swerved on

Nowadays I'm living fast

Had some old friends change but it's all up in the past

I've been so damn numb, you can hear it in my laugh

Lighter in the fucking dark, we've been smoking hella gas

Talking 3.5 whenever we rolling up

I been running out of patience, I could never give two fucks, yeah

Keep it moving, I grew up inside a dark place

When there's death in addition, I only want change

I was trying not to be like my dad

We lost everything we had, yeah

Nowadays it's only stays inside the clique

The only two things I'm trusting is a veggie and a spiff

Cause I've been stressed out

Working so much that I'm paying fucking rent now

Hope you can forgive me, don't you hit my fucking phone

Whenever I'm cruising through the city, counting fifty's

Sucking titties, bitch, you know it gon get sticky

[Verse 2: Aydin Ray]

Yeah, I said we all crash and burn from the burns that we felt, yeah

Rolling, trying to sleep, but they just don't know how it felt

I said, "first of all," bait the people who shoot for me because

They get no respect from me like hold up, yeah, respectfully, I'm up

Yeah, I don't give a fuck

Yeah, these people talking shit but, yeah, they know it's just a bluff

You ain't got shit on me like you know that I just had enough

Bought a bomb to tell you that I'm really bout to turn it up like wait

[Verse 3: faave]

Wait, I said hold up, why you giving me some cold shoulders

I'm rolling one up, I'm talking marijuana, fuck, I've been chilled out

My weed from dispensaries, only time I'm good though

Yeah, why you tripping?

I've been falling in and out of love with stacking digits

Yeah, it's never love, it's always hate

It's always something bad I made or something bad that people say

I got a lot of problems, but I got some food up on my plate

If it's the rumors, then I put that bitch up in the fucking pavement

Yeah, I'ma get what I deserve

Yeah, so, please don't talk about me, I will leave you in a hearse

Yeah, you don't fucking know me, bitch, I came up from the dirt

[PART 2]

[Verse 4: faave]

I need a bag so deep like the Mariana Trench

Used to get jumped in the streets and dream about revenge, yeah

Remember when family got locked up, cry about with friends, yeah

I'm just scared I'll never mend

New check but it all went to rent though

New pack, blow the smoke out the window

I'm just tryna get some bills up in my bank

Tired of feeling stressed when putting gas up in my tank, yeah

I know that you listen but sometimes you ain't

I don't wanna end up like my dad but we the same

Dark days, I've been praying for some light again

Lost friends, lost love, lost the fight again

In a world full of fakes, I don't pretend

Everything I say is true, that's how my story bend

Nowadays I'm moving different, vision clear

Used to ride with people that ain't even really here, yeah

I been up for too long, you can hear it in my fucking tone

Ain't no love inside the city, just some heartbreak and my phone

Money in my fucking mind, I got to stack it on my own, yeah

Pain deep like the ocean, but I can't even swim

Got some friends inside the system, I just pray they free again, yeah

I remember Ramen Noodles, trying to eat again

Now I'm dreaming bout a fucking life where I can fucking win, yeah

Everybody fake, loyalty is fucking scarce now

I can't let you near me if you really fucking care now

All these voices in my mind that I can't even bare now

Cold nights, heart froze, I can't trust a soul

Everybody claim they real till it's time to play a role

Lost friends to the system, lost dreams to the smoke

Now I'm tryna turn this pain into some money and some hope

Mama praying every day that I don't lose my way

Told her I'ma make it out, I just need some space

Still haunted by my past, you can see it in my face

Every "L" I ever took, put a Demon in my place

I been lost, I been low but I'm still gon shine, yeah, ay

I been hurt, I been broke but I'm still gon grind, yeah

Everybody switch sides but I'm still gon climb, yeah

I don't trust nobody, I been scared for life

Even when I'm smiling, I ain't ever feeling right

They say love is pain but it cuts like a knife

I've been numb to it all, that's just real life, yeah

If you knew my story, then you'd respect my pain

I done lost so much that I can never be the same

Yeah, ay, I can never be the same