[Intro: notahero]

Uh, uh, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, uh

I told myself that I wouldn't cry a long time ago

(DutchRevz [?])

[Verse 1: notahero]

Oh, yeah, this road getting too long

Got me thinking 'bout the things that I messed up on

And I wasn't meant to learn, wasn't made for class

Make best friends with a whiskey glass

Rather hold a cigarette and my baby's ass

Guess life feels like it's moving too fast sometimes

Oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus: notahero]

'Cause blocking it's the only way to heal my head

'Cause being numb is better than bеing dead, yeah

And long beforе you get here I'll make the bed

'Cause lord knows me and you need to get some rest

And people telling me to slow down

Baby, you know that I don't wanna be alone now

Smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now

You warm me up, I'm not affected by the cold now

And winters here so I'm feeling all alone now

Heart been cold, it got thrown out

It's nice outside, let's just go out

So much pain that I don't even tell you typa shit

I'm happy you don't know about

[Verse 2: spookybands]

You won't find me, no

I'm probably a state away by now

In a bar with a whiskey glass in front of me

In a brand new fucking town

And I'm sorry, yeah

I ain't figured anything out

When I try to get high just to pass the time

And I watch the sun go down

I did some cocaine in Colorado

With a girl from San Francisco

She told me she's a ballet dancer

But I don't think she wanna dance to this, no

Watch me swallow all my friends like pills

I don't think that love exists, no

But I'm traveling on this road here still

And I got no plan to quit, no, no

[Chorus: notahero]

'Cause blocking it's the only way to heal my head

'Cause being numb is better than being dead, yeah

And long before you get here I'll make the bed

'Cause lord knows me and you need to get some rest

And people telling me to slow down

Baby, you know that I don't wanna be alone now

Smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now

You warm me up, I'm not affected by the cold now

And winters here so I'm feeling all alone now

Heart been cold, it got thrown out

It's nice outside, let's just go out

So much pain that I don't even tell you typa shit

I'm happy you don't know about

[Outro: notahero]

'Cause blocking it's the only way to heal my head

'Cause being numb is better than being dead, yeah