“Life”

By $NOT

On Beautiful Havoc

Released on October 30, 2020

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[Intro]

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[Chorus]

I don't wanna talk to nobody 'cause I don't feel fine

I just wanna chill by myself 'cause I'm not okay

You can feel the pain in my heart, bro

Cryin' in the bed like tonight

People asking me if they can come right inside

I don't wanna die tonight

If you fuck with me, you might die tonight

Come up in this bitch, cause a homicide, so get inside


[Verse]

Man, I hate this life, I can't live this shit (Uh-uh)

No bad bitch overseas, from the mountains or the black mist

Yeah, money brings me happiness but I'm still sad as shit (Yeah)

And I don't know what it feel but I don't think I could exist (Uh-uh)

In a world full of hate mixed with all of loneliness (Uh-uh)

So point that gun to my hеad and watch my soul leave the skin

And pеople askin' me if I'm okay, doin' fine (I'm okay)

I'm okay with dyin' in the field, then a peaceful place (Yeah)

What I mean I don't even see my self optimistic in a dream (Uh-uh)

Baby girl, this is not paradise, it's just not what it seems (Uh-uh)

Okay, okay, I get it, you can't see what I just seen (Yeah)

Baby girl, I need to lean but not the one inside a cup

Double up with the Styrofoam, bitch, stop callin' on my phone

I might have to do right, but I'ma end up doin' wrong

Okay, there's six million ways to die, I choose one

And I think livin' on this Earth is one of 'em (Ayy)


[Chorus]

I don't wanna talk to nobody 'cause I don't feel fine

I just wanna chill by myself 'cause I'm not okay

You can feel the pain in my heart, bro

Cryin' in the bed like tonight

People asking me if they can come right inside

I don't wanna die tonight

If you fuck with me, you might die tonight

Come up in this bitch, cause a homicide, so get inside