I look at my life and all I've done

See myself as a man on the run

Denied my feelings too many times

Went further on though I've seen the signs

Curious in a weird way

Knowing deeply that I gotta pay

Taken everything from anywhere

What I've been longing for is just not there

Watch me moving like I'm not afraid to die

But then on my own I cry

From the highest high down to the ground

Do I always have to loose what I just found?

It's time to stop that and to break out

Thought is in my head, never said it loud

I try and stumble, I did before

Soon you'll find me down on the floor

Curious in a weird way

Heading for my last day

Smelled your interest long ago

And those were the things that you should know

So take me with you, but if you fall

I wouldn't trust myself at all

From the highest high down to the ground

Do I always have to loose what I just found?