Trudging up the mysteries

At the part where everyone is still enthralled

Give yourself like two weeks

Another chance to get absorbed in something small

Spending all your time with doubt

Said I know, but I’m not sure

This monologue is getting crowded

Epiphany I’ve had before

Off on good behavior

Fill your time catching up on chores

Learn to love the labor

Lean into routine and do your best not to get bored

Spending all your time with doubt

Said I know, but I’m not sure

This monologuе is getting crowded

Epiphany I’ve had bеfore

Distant and dismayed

With all that self-help shit I wrote off yesterday

Dissolution parade

Yeah, you’re gonna try hard until it’s hard to relate

It’s a shame you can’t focus coming out of the gate

And every good decision happens just out frame

You almost did something brave

But every new beginning’s the same

Spending all your time with doubt

Said I know, but I’m not sure

This monologue is getting crowded

Epiphany I’ve had before