Released on May 16, 2019

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[Verse]

She left me brokenhearted, I ain't got too much respect

For the demon in my head, 'cause she left me feeling like I'm dead

She was fucking with someone else the entire fucking time

I'm so blind, how couldn't I see that I'm not good enough?

I used to only feel like I could feel when I'm just lonely

Everybody staring at me, used to think that I'm a phony

I can't let this fear of being hurt stop me from love

But at the same time I don't think that I can trust another dove

She tore at my heart and she acted like it was okay

She went behind my back with this kid, every single day

She broke my fucking heart, that shit ain't okay

I still haven't trusted someone else to this very day

Gang gang, slide into them DM's like a boomerang

Ain't nobody fucking with me, life feels like a hand grenade

Got my brother at my back, y'all should really check his music

Young Drab on Instagram, I feel like I'm a lunatic


[Verse Two]

I said I feel like I'm a lunatic, always getting used like a goddamn joystick

Tossed over the side like a fucking toothpick, doesn't matter anyways that bitch looked like a fishstick

I'm really getting sick, I think I need some Gatorade

Every day I feel trapped 'cause I'm stuck behind a barricade

This song feels like an escapade, sipping on some marmalade

People try to judge me but I'm really just a Renegade