AfterThoughts

By Nomatic

On SyNatiX

Released on July 17, 2017

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This is me this is all I fucking got

If this shit ain't work imma end up with a job that i'll never fucking like

That is life, fuck it nah

I confess more or less give my best or I'll fall like the rest

Not a mess I possess paitence but it's like I'm a dot on a whole canvas

That's a thought but I'm strong I can push past it

It ain't hard that's my job that I want pashion

I'm cracking

Mother fuck class an I'm bashing

Rap's all I need and relax I ain't gon' crash it

I'm focused, y'all never know it, the poet

Noting all that i've known into flows with a dope fucking rythem of rhymes when I spit em

Alot of my inner is put in to fill it with honesty

Yes that's apart of me guess I just wanna be

Accepted as a rapper causе I am a raptor Killin all the track words

Synnonoms like song verbs mix еm in a dope verse

Ain't dippin' toes first

Jumping in with no worries

Hoping that i'm dope worthy and hoping that I go further

Hoping that I get heard of

Person hearing me murder beats

Stuck to it like a leach burning me into a beast

I'll release to the weak who in need of a key to relieve from their reach what is keeping them deep

Uh

Fuck

But i'm not all good myself

Still struggle with the thoughts I could use your help

Jump in my head and figure me out

Live my life and then play what's dealt

Don't get it wrong know we all got issues

I write this for the ones who ain't got tissues

No cope so they relate through words

I hope I reach somebody when they hear this verse

Cause I know them feelings when its dark and it hurts

And when you can't sleep feeling defeat like a curse

Depression anxiety fucking ripping inside of ya

Subliminal thoughts or shit that's too hard to solve

Or maybe you saw it in your brother or mother or sister or cousin or acquaintance of some other and saw that you can't do nothing

Yeah you saw that you can't do nothing

Saw that you can't do nothing

Always gotta do something

Even if it feels like you can't do nothing

But I know there is more though I ain't got the proof

While i'm laying on the floor wondering what's beyond the roof

And i'm asking you to hold on only giving truth cause

Only ones that give up always get to lose if you keep fighting through

Maybe you'll get the proof

I don't know about you but i'm willing to push through

Nothings guaranteed but the ambition that you give

So fuck all your feining give your all into your shit

Sitting there wishing ain't gonna make it flip

Ain't gonna turn your life you gotta hit that switch

Nobodys fighting for you

You gotta throw that fist

You gotta clean the mess

You gotta pick yourself up

There's a place and a time to reminisce

All this fuckin lonliness I think its time to fucking live

Think its time to fucking live

Think its time to fucking live

Fuck all the lonliness

Yeah I think its time to fucking live