[Verse:]

Always in a battle with violence

I never question

Just accept the repercussions as a lesson

Push the buttons make em angry

No cases i never did it

Always hid

My shit but i'm tired

I'll eat the lead and get buried

I live in dread

Paranoia is necessary

I lead the charge for the battle inside my head

Hundred of me but they're dead

I asked for meds but nevеr took em

Left the scripts up on my dеsk

I'll smoke a bag and if i don't sleep

I know i'll sleep well on my deathbed

I got voices but they tell me just to stress less

"because if you keep going down that path, i have to tell you, you will not be here, and you will not like the place you end up in"

If theres a heaven then my heads hell

Paranoia

If they catch me better put me in a death cell

I'll tie it up

You won't get shit from no dead mouths

I don't eat

And got no reason

I exist to count my bank now

I'm breaking bread then scrape it off the plate

I'm alive and people askin how

Always working

Wiping sweat off of my brows

Box the c-

"it'd be more harmonious if you found some kindred spirits like yourself, cause man you're really good at selling things"

Box the cunt

The razors never changing

I can't run from my past or erase it

So i'm high as fuck and chasing it

Adrenaline and wasted

Waking up in the basin

Imma fake my confidence

Stand up and act brazen

I hate this

I'm lazy and jobless

Any money made come from drug shit

I'm fucked

And i gave up on life

Still young

Death ain't a sacrifice

But goal

I won't martyr for this

I want it on record that i'm trying harder for this

But look

People never really make it out the "outback"

Any famous aussies always fall off in the end

So we sell a couple grams just get an ounce back

I don't need a world tour

But i don't wanna be no trap dad

But i'm trapped and i keep bagging that

I racked because i'm poor but need a scran tonight

My bad i left the fucker bleeding on the floor in rags tonight

Codeine be my kryptonite

Styrofoam in cribs tonight

Powder in my nose and if i die tonight

I know that i'll be alright

Okay i lied but i wanna be buried right

"But there was uhm, a $5 bill rolled up, crushed up pills on a spoon, uhm, and an empty packet of benzos"