[Verse]

I lost everything

Fucked up everything

Did it mean anything?

Your lack of empathy

These bags of ecstasy

Pray to my gat, 'cuz these bullets be the remedy

Gave you the best of me, but you just want the rests of me

Nah, you dont want no best for me, you want whats left of me

You want to take it and burn it

Flying, some shit i'm never learning

You put the cash on my skull, i guess i earned it

My foot on gass, no control, i feel it burning

Im good, no cap, yeah, you know, my hands just dirty

I stood on that dirt you hoed, and i returned it

I shoved it back in your facе

Upped the TEC, let it rap, thеy put your ash in a vase

I told different stories, i dont remember your name

I get so cynical, sorry, thats why they call me insane

But you know whats driving me insane?

Driving all the screws so loose?

Your lack of fucks, your lack of love, i really needed you

You just lock me with my brain and think im left to snooze

Excuse me bitch, im never ever done with you

You rotted my garden, you spilled all my fruits

You spotted my flaws and rebuilt the truth

So now you can say its all my fault

I shouldn't be unstable, go blame that on my part

I should just be the same, as everybody in my block

I should take all the blame and let it breathe over my heart

[Outro]

And here i am, excusing his death

Was it even real?

Hallucinations pushed to the max

Shit, what do i know? I'm as good as dead

Walls closing in on me, i think its the end