Verse 1:
Yo I'm out here tryna live my best life
Fuck problems fuck trouble and strife
Fuck feeling like I'm standing on the edge of a knife
Fuck wondering where death is with his scythe
Done being overly polite I've always been nice
Time to say what I feel no more thinking twice
If it's true to my heart I'll say the words precise
No more beating around the bush like a cat chasing mice
I've always put others feelings first
I feel dead inside like my body's a hearse
Thought I had it all with this fortune came a curse
Always happy unable to let out an angry burst
When I'm feeling pissed the feelings get dismissed
Added to the list causing pent up rage to persist
Never once lashed out, or raised a fist
Turned the other cheek, pretend my emotions don't exist
I need to get fucking mad, and rage a bit
Not just contemplate why I feel this shit
Jaw stiff from the tension of biting my lip
It’s not fair for me to let my heart take the hit
Causing me to question emotions like passion and love
I don't want them in my head so I tend to push aside, shove
It's too much to handle shit I can hardly think of
Do we really fit together perfect tight like a glove
How can I lift her up when I'm feeling so low
How can I show her off when I don't even show
True emotions half the time I don't know
What's up with my mind, not like I'm thinking slow
Never show pain soldier on like G I Joe
Like I got a lions mane my pride won't let it go
Blood boiling still somehow frozen as snow
Stone cold like Medusa hit me with that gaze tho
Hook:
I said fuck it, fuck feeling insecure
Said fuck it, my intention is pure
Said fuck it, I don't know for sure
What's right, what's wrong lines begin to blur
Said fuck it, fuck feeling insecure
Said fuck it, my intention is pure
Said fuck it, don't know for sure
What's right, what's wrong lines begin to blur
Verse 2:
Let's talk about setting a dangerous precedent
Forced to chase dead presidents just to maintain residence
Going for the money folks lose their pleasantness
Treat it like pure gold, we show such reverence
Money doesn't buy happiness but it sure doesn't hurt
I wouldn't mind being a millionaire not worrying about work
I wouldn't mind with dinner always getting dessert
And wouldn't mind buying my girl some flowers to flirt
I may come off as a bit crass and curt
But it's a rich man's world and there's no comfort
For the poor living life off grass and dirt
No wonder so many motherfuckers go berserk
I mean I’m this close to getting my fill
I tend to be a happy person can't you tell
But I feel that lately I've been going down hill
Not catching any breaks heading straight for hell
Hook:
I said fuck it, fuck feeling insecure
Said fuck it, my intention is pure
Said fuck it, I don't know for sure
What's right, what's wrong lines begin to blur
Said fuck it, fuck feeling insecure
Said fuck it, my intention is pure
Said fuck it, don't know for sure
What's right, what's wrong lines begin to blur
Verse 3:
I'm tired of feeling all the mounting pressure
To live my life how you say I should
I'll make my own choices please don't give me a lecture
Shaking your head at me like I knew you would
I'll say it, I never went to a college or university
Didn't pay a fee to get a degree to learn what I should be
I'm living free hell yessiree I'm doing me til I cease to be
Wait a second, and you’ll see how I'm doing it so phenomenally
Big fucking deal I never went
It would have made a dent
In my financial state man
I would have been spent
I was out here chasing money
Tryna get some sweet honey
Tryna give my prick to a chick
Cause I'm the bee's knees sonny
Ay, it's all in good fun just the rapper in me talking
Maybe I shoulda been a physicist Stephen Hawking
I don't know if I’ll make it, it's a tough road I'm walking
But fuck it I really should with the hours that I'm clocking
The world's out of control
These motherfuckers got no soul
We keep steady on our grind
Continue to play our given roll
Give us a bill to sign
And we happily pay our toll
No mind of our own
Read the lines let the camera roll