[Verse 1]
Time and distance are
The same thing in my brain
They permeate through cracks
Of what we could've been
You're lying on my chest
Don't have the heart to wake you up
Like how I forget to breathe
When you do exactly as you're told
Even though you weren't ought to
Got me wondering if I really asked you
You'd never do me wrong
Guess that's not how it works
Since we're both bound to fail
[Chorus]
You could be the love of my life
Know you thought about it too
Prayed that it's all just a lie
'Cause I only believed in you
Now that you're not here, I'm dying
Won't ask for proof that you never cared
Tell me why you're still stuck on my mind
And the worst thing is that
I said I love you first
I showed them all your worth
Yes, I said I love you first
Gave you what you don't deserve
And you said it back so tell me
What did you love me for?
Often I'm difficult
Somehow you're worse
Can't be 'cause I loved you first
Is it really all my fault?
Yes, 'cause I fell in love with a ghost
[Verse 2]
My biggest nightmare
I relive it everyday
It's you packing your things
Saying that you're done with me
I can't forget it
You're such an aesthetic
And I'm masochistic
That's why I'm reminiscing all the time
They say it hasn't been so long
I can move on without a thought
Like I always did before
But I know that this time is different
This moment I feel it
Feel like I'm 'bout to pivot
[Chorus]
You could be the love of my life
Know you thought about it too
Prayed that it's all just a lie
'Cause I only believed in you
Now that you're not here, I'm dying
Won't ask for proof that you never cared
Tell me why you're still stuck on my mind
And the worst thing is that
I said I love you first
I showed them all your worth
Yes, I said I love you first
Gave you what you don't deserve
And you said it back so tell me
What did you love me for?
Often I'm difficult
Somehow you're worse
Can't be 'cause I loved you first
Is it really all my fault?
Yes, 'cause I fell in love with a ghost