[Verse 1]
Been trying to fit in for the last two decades
Been standing out since I was flowing in the 10th grade
How I spit it? I got about 10 ways
A first friend? That took about 10 days
Forget small talk, a waste of time
I’d rather stay at home and solve the puzzle in my mind
But if you get me out, just know that it be worth it
Never follow the crowd, but that don’t mean that I ain’t perfect
My life is an identity crisis
Found freedom as soon as I was getting my license
"He rap? Oh he mean." Nah instead he the nicest
Never had a chance, like watching Kennedy dying
Was I taking it for granted? Nah I never had it
People think I’m crazy but my life as been abandoned
The definition of "I do me"
When I write true speech, I drop it like you’d see
I ain’t really trying to say too much
But I don’t need school to meet my true love
I ain’t afraid of speaking out up in the public
Give me the ball, and you will never see me fumble it
[Hook]
I’m an introvert, yeah I said it
Never got it first, then you’re never gonna get it
I’m not the first, I’m the first to admit it
Me and the crowd split and I gave up trying to fit in
[Verse 2]
You might be thinking that I’m probably hella shy
But if you geniune you’d meet a hell of a guy
I ain’t tryna kick it, for the sake of kicking it
I ain’t tryna look like, I didn’t take my Ritalin
Cool, calm, collect this money when I spit it
Lonely? Nah, I’m individualistic
I ain’t tryna just keep my distance
If you lazy when you live it, then I’m saying "Good Riddance"
You going with the flow? I make my own path
You taking life slow? I’m taking life fast
You living day to day? I’m living by the year
You tryna stay awake? I got breakfast right here
I wake at 8, get a plate and bake
And then I take the day, so I can shape my fate
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
I don’t need to be fixed, I just need to be me
If my tape in the mix, or if it stay on CD
See me, shine. See these, lines
You be thinking that I’m rude, but I need time
To chill up in my room, let me find
The person I’ma turn into, let’s rewind
The person I’ma turn into, was chilling in my room
I’m thinking that I’m cool, but you thinking he be rude
I’ma tryna be honest and get to know you
Beating on the bush will be leaving us confused
I’m thinking for myself, priorities in order
Not a hoarder, I’m absorbing more than coke and blow snorters
They mind is a disorder, they living on the border
Distorted in a storm, it’s probably more than what they ordered
But life ain’t fair
Relaxing in my room, you think I’m living in despair?
You thinking that I don’t know how to share it?
I’m in it for me, I think I found my merit
Goals in order, life is shaking them up
Raking them up, that's because my tape in the cut
So go and drink your beer
I think I’m innovative but you thinking that I’m weird
Talking I’ma pollenate, and dominate, I’m on my way
To rocking on 'em often, demolished ‘em in a proper way
Approximate, off to cop McDoubles for a dollar eight
My mind is going off in space, you’ll find out when we conversate