Released on December 23, 2021

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[Verse 1]

Maybe I should take a breath

Those messages running through my head

I wonder what would happen if I go back

What would happen if they all see

What exactly happened to me

I wonder how they would react


[Pre-Chorus]

The hard r's and failed report cards

I took it all from both ends, it was hard

I didn't get far but


[Chorus]

I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong

I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far

They would cheer my name as I go on stage

Every magazine, I'd be on the front page

I thought maybe, maybe one day


[Verse 2]

You can tell me anything, thеy said

But they shared evеry word with their friends

How could fifty people want me to die?

"Bestie!" "I-L-Y", they made me feel fine

But ruining my life was on the back of their minds

Wrapped up in endless drama and lies


[Pre-Chorus]

The hard r's and failed report cards

I took it all from both ends, it was hard

I didn't get far but


[Chorus]

I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong

I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far

They would cheer my name as I go on stage

Every magazine, I'd be on the front page

I thought maybe, maybe one day

[Break (Screamed, Sang)]

I screamed every night before crying to sleep

And God done fucked me up, never answers to me

All these fake friends, loose ends, storylines weaved

And everyone loves to entangle thee

And I'm fucking paranoid, thinking everyone hates me

Every unkind word, I took it personally

I recreated the cycle that I wanted to break

And lost one friend that I wanted to make

I realized every time I wanted to ruin someone as they did me

It falls back on my character times three


[Chorus]

I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong

I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far

They would cheer my name as I go on stage

Every magazine, I'd be on the front page

I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong

I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far

They would cheer my name as I go on stage

Every magazine, I'd be on the front page

I thought maybe, maybe one day


[Outro]

Maybe