[Chorus]

Growing, changing

Moving to places

Feeling like I’m alone

Hoping, waiting

Losing my patience

Hate it when you all go

[Verse I: Nicólas Soul]

I lost myself inside this music

During my younger days

Partly cause I was an outcast

Partly cause of pain

I wanted people to hear my story

And get inspiration

The young Kenyan boy

Who had a dream and actually made it

Life was crazy

Grew up with two parents

I know that’s a blessing

They gave me everything

And in exchange I never listened

I started rapping

Age 14 cause I was lonely

I would freestyle back in middle school

Until this moment

Everyone would clap

Infatuated with the message

Being all alone

I was just glad to be accepted

And so the journey started

I loved creating these records

I made friends making music

Those bonds really last forever

I mean

What more can I say to help you understand?

Music isn’t what I do my g

It’s really who I am

So my purpose in this game is to relay it to the fans

And give the same type of energy

That made me to a man

[Chorus]

Growing, changing

Moving to places

Feeling like I’m alone

Hoping, waiting

Losing my patience

Hate it when you all go

[Verse II]

I had a quarter life crisis

Freshmen year of college

I wasn’t sleeping well

Avoiding all my fucking problems

I wonder what my purpose was

Trynna find the knowledge

But every question made a question

So I had to stop it

Fighting with my conscious

Until I lost my sanity

And suicide seemed the only route

That shit was damaging

Scrambling

Trynna sort my mental

With this pressure

And my grades kept dropping

So my spirit felt lesser

Oh no

I gave up December 2017

Trying to end my life

By overdosing on like anything

I could find in my first aid kit, tripping

Knowing death is permanent

Can’t believe that I did it

I mean now I’m different

The worse month I had now behind me

I failed every class

But I passed on not dying

I guess I had to live through

And say that I made it

Being able to inspire you

Has been my consolation

[Chorus]

Growing, changing

Moving to places

Feeling like I’m alone

Hoping, waiting

Losing my patience

Hate it when you all go

[Verse 3: SdotBraddy]

Look

You see the levels

I see my demons

I see the devil

I live a SICK life and a sick life

With bad habits

Can’t this life get the best of me

I got blood infecting me

And blood protecting me

But all of my friends are dying

The pain is back to back

Rest in peace to Memory, Rico, X, and Mac

With both parents

You’d think life was like the Huxtables

Depending what the bill cost be

And don’t have deductibles

Kickflips and nip slips

Watching porno as an infant

Fucked up my childhood

Don’t worry dad

My life’s good

It’s me, mom, and Z

We our own family tree

How you branch off and leave

All you did was plant seeds

Nah you ain’t loyal to the roots

So you had to kick rocks

Bye bye deuce deuce

Every once in a while

You’d sent me a text just to see how I do

But the devil don’t wear Prada

Or that nigga ain’t in a white tee

I looked in the mirror

And that nigga look just like me

[Chorus]

Growing, changing

Moving to places

Feeling like I’m alone

Hoping, waiting

Losing my patience

Hate it when you all go

[Outro]

You all go

We grow old

Losing control

Out on my own

And I’m still growing

Changing

Moving

Alone