[Verse 1: Sticky Wray]

Look in the mirror, don't like what I see

Well aware that the only one changing is me

Thought after thought, leaves my mind in the dark

Like I'm trying to get going, but my car's in park

Hate myself cause I am my worst enemy

I'm feeling like the only way of stopping me is killing me

It's hard to live right, doing nothing but the wrong

Wounds closed up, but I still got scars

Trying to make a living, hope it turns out good

Couple kids, house, wife, no strife, no hood

Know I made mistakes, but I learned from that

Let them hate on me, homie, not concerned with that

Got away from my old ways, turnеd from that

Even though half these mothеrfuckers turned their back

I laughed cause I finally figured out what I gotta do

Before everything fades to black

My vision finally cleared, but my mind's gone

Been a long time, pick myself up and brush it off

I'll be just fine

[Chorus: Sticky Wray & Nico Spring]

It's been a long time since I thought about what I'm gon' do from here

The pain, it fades, the scars remain, It's been a long time since I thought about it

It's been a long time since I thought about what I'm gon' do from here

The pain, it fades, the scars remain, It's been a long time since I thought about it

[Verse 2: Johnny Wayne]

I've been living so reckless, no time to think about nothing

I wake up and eat breakfast, mate, and go to sleep hungry

All the friends that I lost that follow my dream catch up with you later

I've been flippin' that strong, sippin' that strong, so numb to you haters

My lyrics are built from all that I've done in my fantasies too

One love, for my chick and my family too

I'm just trying to get this paper, going ham in the booth

She looking at me, she looking at you

I'm scarred up, you can't change me

Couldn't stop my stride if you tased me

I'm turned up, you turned up

Then why the fuck you so lazy

Yo, drinking's cool

Smoking's cool

That don't mean shit unless you got a plan

I stay fucked up, still do my thing

[Chorus: Sticky Wray & Nico Spring]

It's been a long time since I thought about what I'm gon' do from here

The pain, it fades, the scars remain, It's been a long time since I thought about it

It's been a long time since I thought about what I'm gon' do from here

The pain, it fades, the scars remain, It's been a long time since I thought about it

[Verse 3: Nico Spring]

Looking back on my past and I laugh

Younger than Money, I was already chasing ass

Chasing money like C, I'm the ocean

I ain't choose a damn thing, I was chosen

Motherfucker wake up, 'fore you dead player

Homie, blood, cuzz, shawty, I'm the penetrator

Up and down, bitches moving like an elevator

I ain't never had to learn not to be a hater

Everybody around me telling me to

Have a plan, B, but I am a dreamer

What's a Plan B, if you can't see a

Day past tomorrow, never clear

I've been changing since I became Lifted

Cause I couldn't help it, born Gifted

Motherfuckers always trying to put they script in

Cause they think their whole life wasn't scripted

Tell me how do you know

What we dead, where do we go

Is there only heaven and hell

Or is it other places people won't tell ya

I'm just living in the moment

Trying to plan ahead, but where the fuck we going

It seems like we all got the answers

But real talk, ain't a damn soul knowing, Swagger

[Chorus: Sticky Wray & Nico Spring]

It's been a long time since I thought about what I'm gon' do from here

The pain, it fades, the scars remain, It's been a long time since I thought about it

It's been a long time since I thought about what I'm gon' do from here

The pain, it fades, the scars remain, It's been a long time since I thought about it