worn - Intellectual

[Chorus: Aston]

Why do I pay my love in subterfuge and sabotage?

Why do I kill the lights and still feel sorry for myself?

Maybe I'm not as good

Baby, I'm not as good as I thought

Tell me everything I should

Everything that I gotta work on

[Verse 1: nickwuh]

Fuck off

I hate you today

I'm volatile, don’t get in my way

I'm honestly beginning to become afraid

Of the things I'll say, why don’t you stick around

And see

The uglier sides of me

The things I'm not proud of

The parts that I'm scared to show

You hate it, I know

And I try but I don't

Fucking change for the better, can’t own it

It's so lonely

About to drive me crazy

How much I hate me lately

If I were you I would replace mе

And something strong to kill my nerves might bе exactly what I need

But that's another thing I gotta work on

Learn to confront instead of avoiding my problems

[Verse 2: Luoe]

I overshare when I get comfortable

But I know that will only be a burden to you

I really hope but I know that I don’t

Ever show the actions right behind the truth

I know that your love’s hanging by a thread

And I'm just poking at the wire in between

You’re not showing anger or sadness

I need to know all of your feelings beneath

Do you want me to stop?

I know that I should yeah

But you won’t tell me to drop the subject

I'm thinking I'm clear to keep dumping

Do you want me to drop?

You don’t deserve this

I'm sorry for talking about her again

I promise to me you are more than a friend

[Chorus: Aston]

Why do I pay my love in subterfuge and sabotage?

Why do I kill the lights and still feel sorry for myself?

Maybe I'm not as good

Baby, I'm not as good as I thought

Tell me everything I should

Everything that I gotta work on

[Verse 3: lil slav]

Let me place the blame on you

I don’t know what else to do

For the longest time, it's been me and you

But I'm starting to think its not me, but you

You're overwhelmin' with your issues

Course everythin's my fault, it doesn't do justice

I run out yelling, I'm gettin' you upset

I'm checkin' your phone, I'm getting you busted

Bitch! You were trusted

You got a dozen other guys hitting up your line

Ain't your first time, or your first rodeo

Lookin' at me like bro, what you know

Thought you were mine, you just puttin' on a show

But, I'm the real clown for dreaming of you in a gown

[Verse 4: haz]

I can’t comprehend

Every time I drink I'll lose myself

We go back and forth without thinking of someone else

I'll use your heart 'till the end

Feels wrong in your mind but hits right in the actions

My bad If I break it, that’s not my intention

Mind lost and I'm still on the screen, babe

Ya don’t think I don’t get what you mean, babe

I don’t understand why you won’t leave me

My bod won't suffice, you don't need this

Been losing myself and I'm afraid of losing you too

So before I defect, I'll make sure to remember you

[Chorus: Aston, w/ haz, w/ nickwuh]

Why do I pay my love in subterfuge and sabotage?

Why do I kill the lights and still feel sorry for myself?

Maybe I'm not as good

Baby, I'm not as good as I thought

Tell me everything I should

Everything that I gotta work on

Why do I pay my love in subterfuge and sabotage

Why do I kill the lights and still feel sorry for myself

Maybe I'm not as good

Baby I'm not as good as I thought

Tell me everything I should

Everything that I gotta work on

[Verse 5: lunafreya]

Maybe I care too much in my head

Lost all up in your bed

I don't know where to stop

But I keep my hands all tied

Right behind your eyes

You don't know whats best for you and I

I fall down I drift so low

You don't know half of my words

How I just speak so low

Self righteous suicide in my bones

But you don't care bout me though

[Verse 6: juni]

Life has no direction

If you’re falling out

'Cause you know that I'm not there for you

'Cause I can't really fake it right in front of you

'Cause I don't really see myself fixing so much

So if you need somebody

Find someone new

[Outro: Aston & w/ nickwuh]

Starting to make no goddamn sense

Why do I try to take a hit?

If in the end I always miss

Why do I always fall for this?

Fall for hope in circumstance

Shawty, give me a second chance

Worn down to the bone I'm a skeleton

Ground zero, radioactive mess

Toxic love acid attacks

Lament a forgotten summer’s kiss

Blame cognitive dissonance

Piece of shit can’t take his own advice

Start a fire by candlelight

Worn down to the bone, I'm bout to die

[Verse 7: JerFlow & nickwuh]

What did I do to deserve this?

What can I do to reverse it?

All of my thoughts and all my feelings no longer have any purpose

(Worn down to the bone, I'm about to die)

Why did I think it'll work out?

When you and I both are worn out? (Ooh)

Wasting our time building the bridges, sooner or later we'll burn down

And out of the embers

Yeah, I will remember

The words that go back and forth between us all the way back in December

Nothing left but memories

Gotta find a remedy

I'm afraid that you're gone

But I know I gotta say goodbye eventually