[Intro]

Yeah

Sometimes I feel like

(Feeling like I lost my mind)

I'm as close as I've ever been to You

And then the next moment

(You are not a waste of time)

It's like I'm running from You

And I'm sorry

This is not how it's supposed to be

But sometimes that's how it happens

Forgive me

Yeah

[Verse 1]

I feel lost in my mind

Just another pain in my head

I feel so broken inside

With memories I'm tryna forget

I don't feel like I used to

Matter 'a fact not even close

I don't feel right

Yet I choose to

To go to a place I don't know

Maybe I'm crazy

Maybe I'm not

But I feel like I'm outta control

And God, I need you

Right now

I never should've let you go

Now I'm just so out of control

[Chorus]

And now I don't know who I am

This was never my plan

This ain't how it's supposed to be

I took it out of Your hands

I took a chance

But how am I supposed to see

When I'm blinded

And when I'm broken

Lookin' for a way to escape

I can't find it

But then I'm reminded of Your grace

(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah)

Of Your grace

(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Verse 2]

I thought I was fine

I guess not

If I was I wouldn't feel this way

If I was okay

And I was so perfect

Then why do I feel so ashamed

I'm no liar in my head

Screaming I don't need any help

I say I'm tryin', yet in the end

I'm only tellin' lies to myself

I say I want answers

Complaining

Yeah, I'm just looking for truth

Unless I got problems

Which I got 'em

I seem I only blame 'em on You, whoa

It's like I don't know what to do, whoa, yeah

[Chorus]

And now I don't know who I am

This was never my plan

This ain't how it's supposed to be

I took it out of Your hands

I took a chance

But how am I supposed to see

When I'm blinded

And when I'm broken

Lookin' for a way to escape

I can't find it

But then I'm reminded of Your grace

(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah)

Of Your grace

(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah)

[Verse 3]

Lord, forgive me

I feel so cold

Livin' in the wrong

Yeah, here I go

I don't want to cry

I don't want to show all the emotion

I got froze

I don't know how say this easy

Look in the mirror but I don't see me

I don't see the things I used to know

Swore to myself

Never let You go

Here I go

Pain again

Here I go

Playin' pretend

Actin' like I'm fine

When in my mind I'm just breakin'

Lookin' for a reason

Wonder why I'm breathin'

Wonder why my momma had to die

Lord Jesus

I don't understand this

I ain't never planned it

My plan did never evolve

We feelin' trashed in

I feel like I keep falling down

Lord, please help me up

I've had enough

[Chorus]

And now I don't know who I am

This was never my plan

This ain't how it's supposed to be

I took it out of Your hands

I took a chance

But how am I supposed to see

When I'm blinded

And when I'm broken

Lookin' for a way to escape

I can't find it

But then I'm reminded of Your grace

(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah)

Of Your grace

(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah)