[Verse 1]

Shit is getting grim

Billy and Mandy

All these growing pains, not the all white family

Walk awkward, but two steps from awesome

But never gave her the wrong sex

The dress crossed 'em

Don't get it? Then I lost 'em

Saying I's odd (Izod) that'll Lacoste 'em

Rick James bitch, I'm one hell of a drug

I mean I know I'm dope

So show me fucking love

Mind dope like coke been through it

I need some coping music that put hope into it

My goal is solo put some Hope into it

Soccer reference just my preference

Mind different in a fucked up place

Shaking up the game like some fucked up bass

Understand this is way more than just rapping

But they say I'm saying it wrong like an accent

Niggas like to judge me before they even met me

But I know I'm different so duh (soda) like Pepsi

Filling up the cup yet feeling so empty

In a room full of strangers mind gone danger danger

Can't manage the anger

Wanna talk feelings but they want club bangers

This is freakin' church but they want soul singers

Hands together for the sins

Yet we crossing our fingers

Crossed fingers let it go for tonight

But tomorrow pain lingers in spite

A genius so incompetent

Halfway through a dream, and ain't accomplish shit

Shit


[Verse 2]

They love to hate like its a fad and shit

I'm like 'yo cut it out' like a masochist

Woops, did I go too far?

But you don't have to cut yourself

To feel these scars

And you don't need no prison

Just to feel these bars

I feel you my brother being trapped is hard

Analyze the game a young Chris Brousseard

They like 'they call him Newman'? Stop asking

Sorry girl but the dream got my passion

Plus fake shit really don't last and

If Humpin' on some women

With your money they be dashin'

Irrational; coming for may weather

Like Paquio but for now

I'm falling into a cold winter

Or I'm heating up like a cold dinner

Or Lebron James

I mean I'm impatient, and can't wait (Wade)

Trynna get the buzz can't fade

And they not really sincere enough

Fucking bitch, I gave you my love

And you ain't even let me finish

Like a Kanye shrug

Look at God's people, I hate 'ye

I mean I hate us

So I hate me


[Hook]

Drop life, where do I be?

Visions of my plight, where do I see?

Who are y'all niggas? You are not me

Who am I Who am I, I am not me

This can't be, this can't be (x2)