I find it funny to laugh at sad movies

Cuz I can’t handle the pain

And my sense of humor’s kinda messed up

But aren’t we all just a little sane?

And everyone says

“Jacob, there’s a special place for you in Hell”

But the joke’s on them cuz the Devil himself

Told me I wasn’t allowed

Breathe me in and spit me out

You can tell me what I am and tell me what I’m not

But that’s not what this is about

You say “Build your walls and shut me out

It’s all you’ve done for 18 years

So kid, why stop it now?”

I don’t really have a lot of friends

Cuz one or two is all ya need

But when I've got probs and no one’s around

I need to count on somebody

But I sing these songs every night

And that’s supposed to ease the pain

Oh wait, I forgot that I can’t feel that too

And you’ve probably never even heard me sing

Breathe me in and spit me out

You can tell me what I am and tell me what I’m not

But that’s not what this is about

You say “Build your walls and shut me out

It’s all you’ve done for 18 years

So kid, why stop it now?”