I know I’ve made mistakes

I’m back to a dark place

It’s bringing back memories I can't erase

I can’t fuckin escape

My body’s frozen in place

Back to when i was losing the race

It's rough in my position

There ain't no religion

I cannot be saved from my condition

Thinking of you puts me at an imposition

I'm caught back to a vision

To a time, I was stuck in submission

My brain’s changing gears

My hands on that transmission

Man, it’s got me wishing

To go back to square one

Back to when I wasn't someone

To when my ego didn't jump the gun

Back to when I was just a lazy simpleton

Unfortunately, those days are gone

I can't just rewind

My life ain’t fine

It’s not smooth. like fine wine

The Ball drops, call me B-Wien

You be wise

You’ll be fine

But dammit, we can't even meet eyes

It's over bitch, get your head in the game

Can't keep paddling away

That's what wusses do

So be brave

I've got views

The Minds clouded

Confused

The frustration infused

The light in my head

Yeah, it also blew

I could’ve had it is

Lyin’ to myself like I am Ted Cruz

It’s a bomb that i couldn’t diffuse

Now I’m pulling hair out, like what the fuck am I supposed to do?

The bird’s leaving the nest

She’s flying away, she’s taking your breath

Your dumbfounded and can't express

The fuckin regret

You got no fuckin finesse

This wasn’t fuckin business

I don't know if it’s still 4th quarter

I’m pushing hail Mary to win the game

I'm just trying to win you back and it making me go insane

Got too many coaches up in my corner

Giving too many different plays

Last thought fumbles and my brain begins to decay

What can I say

The underlying be yourself

Leads me to a deeper hell

Nothing when I speak

I’m looking for a holy grail

This is me hanging it up

Try to Make peace with myself

I hope you don’t take it against me

I didn’t put that wall intentionally

Thought i was playing a game unconventionally

Cause popular girls are hard to get

And you were hanging around people who i thought were better than me

Real boys know what I’m talking bout

When you keep swinging

And you keep missing

The last thing you got is your dick in your hand pissing

Now they know they not the only one striking out

I think this is the only L I will take on the second round

This is NeverN signing out

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