Lose Myself - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

When I start looking into my eyes every once in a while

I realize that I am slowly dying more and more

Deep within my soul

The reflection in the mirror is somebody else

The person that I see - No! This canʼt be me

Throw me away!

How did it come so far

Fighting in this war

Drowning in my thoughts

When will I be gone?

Iʼm about to lose myself, lose myself again

I can feel it rising from, rising from within

I never wanted to say goodbye

Iʼm about to lose myself, lose myself again

I hold a gun to my head to dye the mirror in red

Only I can leave this suffering behind

But this is nothing I would normally do

So I throw this shit away that it can break right through

The mirror on the wall

Is breaking into pieces

Glass is shattering on asphalt

The time is in slow motion

The broken pieces shining like the ocean

Reflecting me again

Cutting deep into my skin

Iʼm about to lose myself, lose myself again

I can feel it rising from, rising from within

I never wanted to say goodbye

Iʼm about to lose myself, lose myself again

All this Time I thought that my life

Never had a purpose on this earth

And all this time

The time passed me by

Iʼm about to lose myself again

All this Time I thought that my life

Never had a purpose on this earth

And all this time

The time passed me by

Iʼm about to lose myself again

Lose myself again