Drowning in a sea of doubts

Swallowing the vile relentlessly

An attempt to escape reality

Through smoke and mirror, the failure

Facing true self, twisted behavior

A pain so strong the source of the madness

Inverted process of recovery

The will so weak feeling powerless

A constant nightmare

Driven by this dream of purity

Without control over his sickness

Taking its toll, hopeless and senseless

Without control, tempted to degrade

Constant abuse, slave to the cancer within

Behind the addiction

Ashamed and rejected

Beyond the fear

Of one day being forced to purify

Purity through therapy

Despite the consequences

A recurring compulsion

An harmful decadence

Despite the suffering

Unable to counter the curse

Never ending despair

Eternal distress

Excruciating obsession

An impulsive disorder rages on

Rules by the laws of chaos

A vicious cycle of defeat

Entangled in a web

Forever caught

A pain so strong

The source of the madness

Impossible to attain this state of purity