I was only ten years old when i got here

I do not know when these benzos got me

I was just stoned smoking pot when I could hear

All the men running up couldn't tell they had shot me

Blood coming out didn't know what had happened

I was just stoned my homies been flattened

Only time could tell what had really happened

Why me, why us? I was so saddened

Adrenaline wearing off the pain it hit me

Park bench now red covered in blood the bullet bit me

These rhymes they divine but can't tell the whole story

The shadow in the trees he saw it in full glory

We were just chilling but in the wrong territory

What they did it was outlawry

My friends they were dead just laying on the floor he

Listening to my thoughts too wavy like the north sea

Crawling away trying to breath it never crossed me

Maybe I’m the reason this shit just happened

Bullets raining down like i said my homies flattened

The shadow in the trees was that just imagined?

Ima go and see if I can find some answers

Honest to god what were the circumstances

Deep in the woods I see the necromancer

Fire and flames I need the real answer

Time running out getting colder and colder

Hand in my pocket grab my cigarette holder

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Hearing loud noises looking over my shoulder

Sweat dripping off my face what a failure

Who's to blame maybe mother fucking nature?

Watch the trailer never repeat the behavior

Am I a traitor or am I the savior

Looks like some drugs make me fucking insane

It's safe to say I’m not touching blotters again

I might as well have snorted some bloody cocaine

Head spinning making my bad thoughts remain

I would rather pop a xan and smoke a gram

Had a bad trip now i’m not a fan

Knew it wasn’t right as soon as it began

But I’ve got a shit attention span

Tired as fuck i’m getting back into bed

White redhead sure but I got chased by a fed

Yes I was misled a long day ahead

It seemed good then now my friends yeah they're dead