[Pre-Chorus:]

Goin crazy in my mind, its tension, I can't find myself

Dwellin' on the past, runnin' back, ponderin' how I felt

In to deep now, shit, can't turn back the time

Filled with regrets, damn, couldn't look at the signs

Controlled by my dreams, tryin' to change my reality

Nearly believed what we had was real, but inside of me

[Chorus:]

Its just an illusion, I live in, it will always be in the same state

How did it get this far, this is bullshit, its much to late

Can't take it back, its already out there

And if I do, It'll come off like I never cared

Fuckin' with these еmotions, gotta keep'em in check, is it love

Continunin' to bе unsure, hidden with feelins, I got that weakend love

[Verse 1:]

Familiar with you on the phone, but not in person

Talkin' to you over the weekend, got me searchin'

Searchin' within' myself, tryna piece the puzzle together

Somethin' is missin', I'm still lookin', but however

Not ready to die yet, so much I got planned

Can't afford to go through that shit again

Whether you like me or not, make ya decision

Cause my tolerance, is slowly closin'

[Pre-Chorus:]

Goin crazy in my mind, its tension, I can't find myself

Dwellin' on the past, runnin' back, ponderin' how I felt

In to deep now, shit, can't turn back the time

Filled with regrets, damn, couldn't look at the signs

Controlled by my dreams, tryin' to change my reality

Nearly believed what we had was real, but inside of me

[Chorus:]

Its just an illusion, I live in, it will always be in the same state

How did it get this far, this is bullshit, its much to late

Can't take it back, its already out there

And if I do, It'll come off like I never cared

Fuckin' with these emotions, gotta keep'em in check, is it love

Continunin' to be unsure, hidden with feelins, I got that weakend love

[Verse 2:]

My heart continues throb, at the thought of you

Ya decision is crucial, its always been up to you

Learin' bout ya life, just doin' everything I can

To prove to you, that I truly understand

Understandin' ya past, and how you were treated

Keepin' it to yourself, how long can you conceal it

Not judgin' you, I truly know what its like

To like someone, who isin't into you, and despite

[Pre-Chorus:]

Goin crazy in my mind, its tension, I can't find myself

Dwellin' on the past, runnin' back, ponderin' how I felt

In to deep now, shit, can't turn back the time

Filled with regrets, damn, couldn't look at the signs

Controlled by my dreams, tryin' to change my reality

Nearly believed what we had was real, but inside of me

[Chorus:]

Its just an illusion, I live in, it will always be in the same state

How did it get this far, this is bullshit, its much to late

Can't take it back, its already out there

And if I do, It'll come off like I never cared

Fuckin' with these emotions, gotta keep'em in check, is it love

Continunin' to be unsure, hidden with feelins, I got that weakened love