[Verse 1:]

Too much to deal with, I've seriously had it

Ya'll know you feel the same, so I say fuck it

I'm done with this shit, I'm done tryna repair it

I could care less, and that's about it

Just leave me be, and I'll do the same

There's no point, to keep playin' these games

I'm still movin' forward, that somethin' will be obtained

But right now, I'm just gonna stay in my lane

[Chorus:}

I'm just gonna ride the wave, and wait for the tide to rise

I'm takin' control of my messed up shit, I'm own my side

Goin' with the phases of the moon, transition from dark and light

I don't need shit, goin' on my own, I wanna see the sights

Tryna embrace that spark within' me, I've donе tryna make peace

Niggas say thеre's a way, "I'm like nigga, bitch please"

I've got this far without your help, just leave me be

As I look back, I see I made too many apologies

[Verse 2:]

I used to be a quitter, when the goin' got tough

But as of now, I'm a nigga who writes his own stuff

I've built my flow, I always knew it was goin' be rough

But now I got my future, I'm always gonna be enough

Still got that optimism in me, but not as much as before

I don't need this shit, I can live for so much more

I've said sorry with much sincerity, but shit hasn't change

My soul will forever be in pain, cause the scars will remain

[Bridge:]

I've did my fair share of shit, I really regret it

Its never gonna be enough, nothin' but the same shit

I'm never gonna let it get the best me, I'm movin' forward from it

I'm never goin' back, and that's just it

[Chorus:}

I'm just gonna ride the wave, and wait for the tide to rise

I'm takin' control of my messed up shit, I'm own my side

Goin' with the phases of the moon, Transition from dark and light

I don't need shit, goin' on my own, I wanna see the sights

Tryna embrace that spark within' me, I've done tryna make peace

Niggas say there's a way, "I'm like nigga, bitch please"

I've got this far without your help, just leave me be

As I look back, I see I made too many apologies