Relapse & Resurgence - Intellectual

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At times I feel shallow, throughout the time

Set in my ways, tryna figure out what's wise

Deep wounds openin', reminded of my mistakes

Slowly startin' to relapse, tryna change before its too late

Stuck in my dreams, consumed by the darkness

Still keepin' my head high, filled with little resurgence

In my feelin's, actin' like I'm emotionless

Life got me paranoid, what the fuck is this

Filled with deep pain, the kind that'll never go away

Wishin' for a do over, so nothin' will ever get in my away

Trapped in repеat, with the war cloudin' my mind

Songwritin' what I feel, figurin' out where truе happiness lies

Filled with deep secrets, driftin' within the water

Drownin' in my sorrow, tide risin', takin' me even deeper

Shit takin' control of me, close to the end of the road

Livin' life to the fullest, is a dream, I tend to hold

I'm tryna see the bigger picture, tryna change my destiny

The destiny that calls, is still not clear to me

Wonderin' who's got my back, cause I could end up dead

Goin' through the motions, cause my soul is bloody red

Fuckin' up at every turn, filled with lots of regrets

Not much of a apologiza', that's how hard it gets

Niggas be startin' their life, cause they're sick of the setbacks

I'm gonna rise, break the chain, and stack those hundred mil racks

I've always done me, I've always stuck to my vibe

I'm still misunderstood, but I still have my Sagittarius Pride

The past is just part of me, I hide the shitty pain behind my eyes

I still stand ten toed, even though I got a shattered mind

I stick to my way, I'm gonna stay unsigned

I'm gonna roam with my shit, nigga I ain't tryna get bind

Cause no matter what, I'm always gonna be on my own side