Released on December 3, 2020

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[Chorus:]

I'm not down with fucked up shit, or any kind

Playin' the fool, Bein' naïve, just tryna stay alive

Livin' through the wrong choices, yet taken responsibility

That's what bein' a mature young nigga, is supposed to be

I can't turn back the time, I can only move forward

Even though its hard, I'm not a chronos ruler

I got my cards, tryna get a winning hand

No smoke, no fire, is all I can ever plan


[Verse 1:]

Like Victor, I'm just tryna reclaim my lost time

But its not possible, all I can ever do is get into my prime

Keepin' my pain to myself, tryna keep it contained

Tryna not show, that I'm in so much pain

Niggas that vibe with my music, got me in a state

Got me questionin' my abilities, convince myself that its a mistakе

Came so far from my first time, I'm not planning on stopping

Therе are gonna be roadblocks ahead, man fuck the ratings


[Chorus:]

I'm not down with fucked up shit, or any kind

Playin' the fool, Bein' naïve, just tryna stay alive

Livin' through the wrong choices, yet taken responsibility

That's what bein' a mature young nigga, is supposed to be

I can't turn back the time, I can only move forward

Even though its hard, I'm not a chronos ruler

I got my cards, tryna get a winning hand

No smoke, no fire, is all I can ever plan


[Verse 2:]

Don't really have the room for love, got too much on my mind

Can't move on with a possible future, cause fear got me chained for a lifetime

If I got that chance, I'd knocked some sense into my younger self

Show him there's a better way, he needs to do something else

I could easily avoid shit, and be a better person

But its not reality, just the makin' of my own destruction

I stay away from people, and keep them at a distance

Cause I don't want any problems, I just wanna show the nature of beneficence


[Chorus:]

I'm not down with fucked up shit, or any kind

Playin' the fool, Bein' naïve, just tryna stay alive

Livin' through the wrong choices, yet taken responsibility

That's what bein' a mature young nigga, is supposed to be

I can't turn back the time, I can only move forward

Even though its hard, I'm not a chronos ruler

I got my cards, tryna get a winning hand

No smoke, no fire, is all I can ever plan