Never Been - Intellectual

[Verse 1:]

Its all new to me, but I'll give it my all

Cause in my heart, I'm meant to break my wall

But it ain't easy, its quite the obstacle

Its really adaptable, one wrong move, and it could be fatal

Not fuckin' with ya emotions, but still tryna find my way

I mean shit, in my head, its an endless war everyday

Sorry to get you involve, but my fuckin' mistakes

Will always hurt you, decreasin' your carin' rate

When we get close, I must warn you girl, it will get hard

Tryna find ya lovin, tryna find ya heart

Girl you'll always be light, and I'll be part of the dark

Told ya from the beginin', shit, even from the start

Goin' through the motions, cause Its really hard

To keep up the charade, and still play my part

Ready for the next step, Or so I thought

My past holds me back, with a hidden lock

Young nigga in the game, I think I have it

Its never been like this, so much drama shit

Everytime I think I got it, I end up wrong

So much darkness, is the drive for most of my songs

We got that super, duper, Jupiter love

We can take it to the counter, and get a little rough

I'm talkin' bout shatterin' things, and knockin' over stuff

Baby keep this in mind, there's so much I wanna do with ya

You're not a bitch, that's not how I classify

My fuckin' actions, are to blame for the shaky ride

You can be really annoyin', but we seem to get by

Now every now then, I never really have a reply

Every little step I take, seems to come out in disguise

Still wonderin', how long are we gonna ride

Finite options ahead, and too much damage in motion

I've never been this far, its a different position