Released on January 14, 2021

Thumbnail

[Chorus:]

Lived with the fact, lived with the lies

Lived with the act, never wanted to abide

I wanted to be free, filled with so much pride

I always enjoyed the show, walkin' with a fucked up mind

Messin' with my brothers, I could never hide

Cause I trapped myself everytime, cause I was blind

Playin' with too much shit, and completely used up my time

I knew the plot, yet I chose to cross the lines


[Verse 1:]

Woke up with bad intеntions, I was out of control

Nothin' but a bad nigga, who only knew how to roll

If I went down for shit, I would bring them with mе cause I was cold

When I look back, I'm like "Why he told"

He was nothin' but a coward, couldn't even live with the consequences

I killed that nigga with one shot, he was never missed

Nothin' but a faded forgotten memory, just keeps me pissed

I may not have mixed personalities, but that side of me did exist


[Chorus:]

Lived with the fact, lived with the lies

Lived with the act, never wanted to abide

I wanted to be free, filled with so much pride

I always enjoyed the show, walkin' with a fucked up mind

Messin' with my brothers, I could never hide

Cause I trapped myself everytime, cause I was blind

Playin' with too much shit, and completely used up my time

I knew the plot, yet I chose to cross the lines


[Verse 2:]

All I get is backlash, like the shit was the ocean, I was the debris

Yet I keep reachin' out my hand, even though its a waste of energy

It may not mean nothin' to ya'll, but understand alot was done to me

I'll get my shit organized, find my forever love, and move out with glee

I'll never look back, gonna forget this, and create a new family

I'll live with a clear conscious, cause I took full responsibility

I don't like relyin' niggas, I don't like niggas messin' with me

They want space, I'll give it to them, cause they'll never able to see


[Chorus:]

Lived with the fact, lived with the lies

Lived with the act, never wanted to abide

I wanted to be free, filled with so much pride

I always enjoyed the show, walkin' with a fucked up mind

Messin' with my brothers, I could never hide

Cause I trapped myself everytime, cause I was blind

Playin' with too much shit, and completely used up my time

I knew the plot, yet I chose to cross the lines