[Verse 1:]

Losin' control of my senses, yet I'm still in this

Runnin' out of time, but I'm use to this shit

Love for my chinese zodiac, I take pride who I am

Like Po the panda, I'm the dragon warrior, ha, damn

Usin' my inner chi, to warm myself through the winter

Tryin' to not pick fights, tryin' to find my inner center

My temper is easy triggered, niggas keepin' me tensed

Haunted by my past, wonderin' how much longer can I endure this

Filled with darkness, yet I enjoy it, so much confusin' shit

It resonates within my soul, goddamn life is such a bitch

Still like to be left alone, cause I can think clearly

Twistin' my hair up cause of anxiety, its just me

[Chorus:]

Bein' on the search for years, but still no luck

Strugglin' to accept society, "I'm like what the fuck"

Does peace really exist, my heart beatin' cause of the pain

Can't seem to calm myself, cause I'm clouded with fear that triggers the rain

Freedom of speech, is the right I'm usin' until my time is up

Cause no matter what, I will no longer be stuck

Epidemic, pandemic, will not get the best of me

For years, and countin', I'm still searchin' for inner peace

[Verse 2:]

Convinced myself it would be better to be dead, then deal with this

Cause my hope for the future, is always gonna be limited

Racism, hatred, and the optimism will always thrive

Niggas fallin' for the trap, and constantly losin' their lives

I rather go out strong, with my dream bein' fulfilled

Its not an option, cause one day I will be killed

Meetin' a girl, settlin' down, and startin' a family

My music shit, will leave them with possibilities

If I end up bein' alone, then I will embrace it

Cause karma has ways of makin' you look back at it

Lost someone I loved, but I took her to the heartbreak hotel

From here on, I will always wish she's doin' well