[Verse 1:]

Shootin' my hand out, I got the time

The time to think, about the past signs

Signs I thought we're guidin' me, seems to be wrong

Things haven't been clear, I take it up with God

What's my purpose in life, what road should I take

The shit got me drownin', nothin's really great

Got unspoken feelin's, can't really explain

No matter the horizon, no matter the pain

[Chorus:]

I know life is hard, harder for others

I barely scratched the surface, but it feels like forever

Forever in the shit, even though nothin' really mattеrs

Got a black cloud overhead, when it rains, it pours

Thе grass isn't greener, no matter where I go

I always knew I would have to do shit on my own

Fell hard for love, one-sided to the bone

Nothin' but disappointments, I rather be alone

[Verse 2:]

I'm tired of makin' myself a fool, I can never stand it

Constantly chasin' after somethin', hopin' my love can change it

Nothin' but a waste of time, even though I started it

Shit keeps messin' with me, all I ever do is entertain it

I have to accept, that I have to find someone that returns it

And let my feelin's go, and finally stop denyin' it

Stop takin' a leap of faith, and let go of the painful shit

Repeatin' a heartbroken moment, and tryna repair it

I just gotta move on, but its so fuckin' hard

To open up my emotional side, I rather conceal that part

Goin' back in time, and changin' everythin' from the start

Vibin' with A boogie wit da hoodie, its just me and my guitar

[Chorus:]

I know life is hard, harder for others

I barely scratched the surface, but it feels like forever

Forever in the shit, even though nothin' really matters

Got a black cloud overhead, when it rains, it pours

The grass isn't greener, no matter where I go

I always knew I would have to do shit on my own

Fell hard for love, one-sided to the bone

Nothin' but disappointments, I rather be alone

[Bridge:]

These horizons got me trippin, they got me concerned

All girls are the same, that's what I decided to learn

Wishin' for changes, just waitin' out my turn

Wishin' for changes, just waitin' out my turn

[Chorus:]x2

I know life is hard, harder for others

I barely scratched the surface, but it feels like forever

Forever in the shit, even though nothin' really matters

Got a black cloud overhead, when it rains, it pours

The grass isn't greener, no matter where I go

I always knew I would have to do shit on my own

Fell hard for love, one-sided to the bone

Nothin' but disappointments, I rather be alone

[Outro:]

This is a new vibe

Ay

Neotyró