[Chorus:]

Poppin' these pills to heal myself, makin' it to another day

I've been drownin' in sorrow, unfortunately alot lately

My future is not clear, the truth is what I try to bury

Changin' up the situation, it can happen, maybe

Dealin' with crossroads, filled with uncertainty

Overthinkin' many things, while it slowly takes over me

Second guessin my choices, with hidden feelin's

Pickin' up my paper, and dealin' with the confusin' meanin's

[Verse 1:]

Dependin' on how I feel, things could be different

Splittin' up the labels, cause I have a mission

To find solace in a peaceful statе of mind, and make smarter decisions

Easy said thеn done, got too many spiralin' questions

Movin' up in my way, yet still tryna make the pain stop

Headaches throbbin' nonstop, cause of the fear for the cops

Not sure where I'll be, in a bout five years

Family drama growin' faster than usual, the end is not at all near

[Chorus:]

Poppin' these pills to heal myself, makin' it to another day

I've been drownin' in sorrow, unfortunately alot lately

My future is not clear, the truth is what I try to bury

Changin' up the situation, it can happen, maybe

Dealin' with crossroads, filled with uncertainty

Overthinkin' many things, while it slowly takes over me

Second guessin my choices, with hidden feelin's

Pickin' up my paper, and dealin' with the confusin' meanin's

[Verse 2:]

I don't take xans, only imagine the bands

Holdin' off on that shit, my willpower says I can

Losin' oxygen like everynight, but I got the saline

Clogged up lungs, magic bullet, can barely save me

Fear of dyin' in my sleep, got me completely paranoid

Got a chance to rekindle some love, which got me annoyed

Too many things happenin', I'll probably lose track

Fortunately for me, nothin' like a heartattack

[Chorus:]

Poppin' these pills to heal myself, makin' it to another day

I've been drownin' in sorrow, unfortunately alot lately

My future is not clear, the truth is what I try to bury

Changin' up the situation, it can happen, maybe

Dealin' with crossroads, filled with uncertainty

Overthinkin' many things, while it slowly takes over me

Second guessin my choices, with hidden feelin's

Pickin' up my paper, and dealin' with the confusin' meanin's