[Verse 1:]

My shit keeps repeatin' itself, there's nothin' I can change

My mind and soul are out of sync, cause I'm in a cage

Caged to my mistakes, prisoner of my pain

Caged to my shattered heart, tryna overcome this heartthrobin' pain

I look at the man in the mirror, and see my reflected self

I try to play it cool, but the drippin blood shows my trueself

Tryin' one last time to help out a friend, sayin' she can do better with somebody else

But I guess in the end, nobody really carеs how I truly felt

I keep thinkin' I know my innerself, еven through the smoke and mirrors

I refused to accept the obvious, I refused to face my darkest fears

But even through my rise and fall, I tried to always be sincere

Even through my good and bad days, things were never crystal clear

The fragments keep piercin' my soul, they don't know the kind of man I am

I can live knowin' the truth, they could never understand

To say hurtful things in the name of love, they don't know what I had to withstand

The shit is mines, and mines alone, I had to hurt my best friend

Alot of my albums tells the true story, I put it all in black and white

Now I'm just walkin' through the motions, now the dark outweighs the light

The light you gave me is gone, its Gotham now, and I'm the dark knight

Messin' with the misery and the insane, the shit torments me everynight

[Chorus:]

Gotta live with my shit, Gotta live with my part

I've did too much, and now things are too hard

Brought it on myself, I've played my cards

Held back too much, and now trapped to my scars

Couldn't prepare for the next

I've always been the Jacob, got my wolf senses in check

I've embraced my shit, and accepted the butterfly effect

[Outro:]

This is a new vibe

Ay

Neotyró