Beautiful Nightmare - Intellectual

[Verse 1:]

My heart knows what I want, deep in my soul

I'm yearnin' for her, even on the down low

My body aches each time, pain throbbin' fast then slow

I endure it, hopin' that she doesn't hit the road

And if she does, no hard feelin's, ya know

The wave finally slowed down, its finally clear

I was blind, even though, she shed some tears

I know it hurts her, but the endin' is near

Losin' her again, is my top biggest fear

The others mean nothin', only wish she was here

Sacrifices is a hard call, evеn after a shaky year

[Pre-Chorus:]

Love hеr more than the stars in the sky

The connection is there

The pull of the strings are hard to deny

I'm tryna always be there

[Chorus:]

Got nothin' but a beautiful nightmare

My mixed emotions flyin' everywhere

Don't say I don't really care

I have so much to share

[Verse 2:]

Even if it comes true, there's still shit ahead

No matter what I do, its always the wrong answer instead

My mind playin' tricks on me, it never stops

Ponderin' on my newfound feelin's, I know what I got

Rest in peace Juice Wrld, I got them lucid dreams

I don't wanna beleive it, its lowerin' my self-esteem

My conscious askin "what kind dream is this"

Somethin' that makes my heart rapidly race

Wakin up with a disappointment, cause it wasn't real

I gotta see the reality, its only what I feel

I gotta admit the truth, its just really hard

Just a beautiful nightmare, nothin' can break us apart

[Pre-Chorus:]

Love her more than the stars in the sky