Addicted 2T Pain(Broken Soul)

[Chorus:]

Goin' back and forth with my demons in disguise

Fallin' for the darkness, instead of strivin' to rise

Rise above the bullshit, reachin' for the skies

Stuck with a broken soul, you never know what may lie

I try to shoved it all down, prayin' that'll be alright

Tunin' out that chapter, Tryna forget about that night

Got me feelin' like Ghost, cause my power is gettin' restrained

I'm used to my empty feelin' days, so I stay addicted to the pain

Every now and then, I'm in my feelins'

The very moment I start to open my eyes

There's so much shit, that I'm constantly concealin'

Even when I got baptized, I still feel defeated

I still have moments, where I'm consumed by fear

I'm just empty of hope, always believin' my time is near

I've always did what's real to me, I never once shifted gears

I live with my choices, the pain never disappears

Goin' back and forth with my demons in disguise

Fallin' for the darkness, instead of strivin' to rise

Rise above the bullshit, reachin' for the skies

Stuck with a broken soul, you never know what may lie

I try to shoved it all down, prayin' that'll be alright

Tunin' out that chapter, Tryna forget about that night

Got me feelin' like Ghost, cause my power is gettin' restrained

I'm used to my empty feelin' days, so I stay addicted to the pain

I don't like covid, but I live for the social distance

I don't give a fuck if my reasons makes sense

I've lost trust in everyone, I'm at the point where I can live with the broken fences

Already past the point where words won't do shit, I've tried the unselfish way to prove there's more to me

Everyone always sayin' they know me, but there's so much there missin' entirely

But I'll keep up the charade, cause the shit no longer concerns me

I still believe if I was gone, I would prove there was no point for me

Bein' asked if I choose to stay Miserable, I can just nod truthfully

[Chorus}x2

Goin' back and forth with my demons in disguise

Fallin' for the darkness, instead of strivin' to rise

Rise above the bullshit, reachin' for the skies

Stuck with a broken soul, you never know what may lie

I try to shoved it all down, prayin' that'll be alright

Tunin' out that chapter, Tryna forget about that night

Got me feelin' like Ghost, cause my power is gettin' restrained

I'm used to my empty feelin' days, so I stay addicted to the pain

This is a new vibe

Neotyró