[Verse 1]

I've always hated credit scenes, they remind me all my favorite things

Have an ending and then I start to overthink (Mmm, mmm)

And I spiral on eternity and it sends me (Mmm, mmm)

[Pre-Chorus]

Deep into a tizzy 'til I'm nice and dizzy

Like am I enough? (Am I enough?)

Am I on the cusp of everything I can be?

Know that it sounds campy, but it's keeping me up

[Chorus]

When my, "Now," turns into, "Was"

Will I be proud of who I have been?

When my skin's all wrinkled and rough

Will I be proud of who I have been?

When I know how it all happened?

And I'm talking in past tense

[Verse 2]

When I'm gray and medicated, just to keep my heart from fading

Don't wanna hatе the retrograding, wanna be proud of what I'vе made

And all the stories that I'm saying 'til the bittersweet's all I'm tasting

I can feel my body wasting, but the thought of the end, it doesn't send me

[Pre-Chorus]

Deep into a tizzy 'til I'm nice and dizzy

Like am I enough? (Am I enough?)

Am I on the cusp of everything I can be?

Know that it sounds campy, but it's keeping me up

[Chorus]

When my, "Now," turns into, "Was"

Will I be proud of who I have been?

When my skin's all wrinkled and rough

Will I be proud of who I have been?

When I know how it all happened?

And I'm talking in past tense

[Bridge]

Seconds to minutes to hours to days

Then I turn around and it's been a decade

Don't want to focus on the things I'd change

Now I'm motion-sick, watching time fly away

Seconds to minutes to hours to days

When my time's been spent, it's all purchased and paid

I don't want to focus on the things I'd change

Just want to be happy with who I became

Seconds to minutes to hours to days

Then I turn around and it's been a decade

Don't want to focus on the things I'd change

Now I'm motion-sick, watching time fly away

Seconds to minutes to hours to days

When my time's been spent, it's all purchased and paid

I don't want to focus on the things I'd change

Just want to be happy with who I became

[Outro]

When my, "Now," turns into, "Was"

Will I be proud of who I have been?

When I know how it all happened?

And I'm talking in past tense