Not okay

By Neoh, Antho

Released on February 5, 2021

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Baby, I love you

Panacea is the remedy to all problems

It is the universal cure

Even for a broken heart

Ayy Antho let's see who we finessin'

Here we go again

Can't sleep imma drink into the morning

Wake up still livin' in my nightmare

Yeah I know I'm all fucked up inside my head

(Shit's fucked up)

Feelin low again

Xanny really got me in a slow dance

Perky help me numb the pain I'm feelin'

Will you help me if I tell you that I'm not okay

(No I'm not)

No you'd run away

I tried to fix our issues

Tried to deal with all our problems like I chosе the red pill

Like I'm stuck insidе a maze I can't escape

This can't be for real

Can't be for real

(For real)

Thought we was forever till it's over

I think I lost myself lost my composure

I loved you but you heart was getting colder

(Ice)

Vision blurry fuck being sober

I guess that's what it feels like to get older

Henny drown my sorrow make it disappear

Sometimes I tell myself I wanna disappear

To infinity and beyond like Buzz Lightyear

(Pew)

Imma blow again

Can't seem to control my own emotions

Now I'm taking all this damage I can't help it

Yeah I know I really fucked up what we had

(Fuck)

Feeling cold again

Leany got me feelin like I'm swervin'

(Lean)

Molly help me hide the fact I'm hurtin'

Please help me if I tell you that I'm not okay

(No I'm not)

I didn't run away

I tried to fix our issues

Tried to deal with all our problems like I chose the red pill

Like I'm stuck inside a maze I can't escape

This can't be for real

Can't be for real

(For real)

Thought we was forever till it's over

I think I lost myself lost my composure

I loved you but your heart was getting colder

(Ice cold)

Vision blurry fuck being sober

I guess that's what it feels like to get older

Henny drown my sorrow make it disappear

Sometimes I tell myself I wanna disappear

(Go away)

To infinity and beyond like Buzz Lightyear

(Pew)

You said we're drowning

Don't know how to swim but still we dived in

Thought our love kept us alive but slowly dying

You always said you loved me more but now I know you didn't