I don't wanna go outside
Fuck this shit that’s on my mind
Imma play this in rewind
Imma try and make it slide
I just wanna feel the vibe
I don't wanna be obliged
But this whole life is a ride
(this whole life is a ride)
People I don't owe you shit
(Nope)
I need this me time a bit
Smoking my troubles away
Depression is taking a hit
Send my demons on sabbatical
My feelings are getting irrational
Radical like I’m an animal
Don't test my reactions
I already ran a full check
My brain is at A.R.G.U.S and wired to tech
Suicidal with no squad on my neck
This is wrong
Translate death to a song
Feeling like shit, still going on
My demons are hating on self worth
Like there no earth
Wanting my birth
Damn
Way too much self-pity
Just wanna come home like Diddy
Fuck it, I'm lost (fuck it, I'm lost)
I don't even know what I
Wanted to achieve tonight
I don't wanna go outside
Fuck this shit that's on my mind
Imma play this in rewind
Imma try and make it slide
I just wanna feel the vibe
I don't wanna be obliged
But this whole life is a ride
And too often feel like shit
Fuck on everybody feelin’ lit
Fighting my dark side and it’s a fit
Goddam these fuckin' feelings got me trippin’
I don't owe nobody owe you shit
Fuck on everybody feelin' lit
Fighting my dark side and it's a fit
Goddam these fuckin’ feelings got me trippin'
I don't owe nobody owe you shit
I don't owe nobody shit, I don't owe nobody shit
I don't need no psychedelics just get over it
Life is so absurd I made a hit
Dont you stick to
Doing what you ought to
I'm supposed to be a well-rounded human what's new?
What's new? Mama didn't teach me nothin' new
Found out my curfew wasn't through
There is no truth to the illusion
There is no truth to the illusion
Huffin' puffin' houses down and bruisin'
Oozing from the neck down it's a lesson
I swear I couldn't keep me down if I wanted to
You can release the hounds if you wanted to
HAO HAO HAO what ya gonna do?
Imma eat the whole pack
Ask for some seconds, too
I don't wanna go outside
Fuck this shit that's on my mind
Imma play this in rewind
Imma try and make it slide
I just wanna feel the vibe
I don't wanna be obliged
But this whole life is a ride
And too often feel like shit
Fuck on everybody feelin' lit
Fighting my dark side and it's a fit
Goddam these fuckin' feelings got me trippin'
I don't owe nobody owe you shit
Fuck on everybody feelin' lit
Fighting my dark side and it's a fit
Goddam these fuckin' feelings got me trippin'
I don't owe nobody owe you shit
I don't even know what I'm fighting for
When it gets this dark I close the door
Close ‘em off
Fuck everybody I ain't playing soft
I ain't playin' at all
Venom in my mind and its takin' it all
People wonderin' if imma take this fall..
Risk it all..
I just might lose myself tonight
Hangin' in the rain off a street light
It's a delight not to be anybody's problem
Let's solve ‘em, be slight
I'm titanic at the bottom
Sea freight
Music a dream pipe?
Is a pipe dream my type?
Tear wipe off what seemed ripe
Seemed right, not what I seemed like?
Depression got me fuckin' up the vibe
Demons eating me alive
Fighting depression and all the aggression
I Question my life and it's more than a second
I'm stressing I'm stressing
My mind is just messin'
I try to remind myself musics my blessin'
Praying these thoughts will just leave my mind
If I could just look up and leave shit behind
Free from the cage
I've been blessed with the grind
But different intentions been makin' me blind (yeah)
I don't wanna go outside
Fuck this shit that's on mind
Imma play this in rewind
Imma try and make it slide
I just wanna feel the vibe
I don't wanna be obliged
But this whole life is a ride
And too often feel like shit
Fuck on everybody feelin' lit
Fighting my dark side and it's a fit
Goddam these fuckin' feelings got me trippin'
I don't owe nobody owe you shit
Fuck on everybody feelin' lit
Fighting my dark side and it's a fit
Goddam these fuckin' feelings got me trippin'
I don't owe nobody owe you shit
This is how I'm coping with my depression
My place in the world isn't settled
I'm settling down ‘cuz what else can I do
There's nothing but to set roots
And I'm feeling useless
Ruthless with a sound of a tone
Bootless on the edge of the throne
Will I ever forgive myself for the journey alone? (alone)