[Verse 1]

I'm alone it's a gift and a curse

Every time I help somebody they would show me what I'm worth

You know I'm just person, brought up on the dirt

Down to earth but I'm certain, most ain't gon' admit that I was hurt

I was nervous, product of the life I was presented

I was told to keep it real but people quickly took advantage

Left me hangin', lookin' savage, my heart was lookin' dead and

Most the homies started ghostin' as the gossip started spreadin'

I'm copin', the rolls been the dopest to hold this emotion the closest to home is

Focused and wrote this to show Rick the soulless and locusts who opened my soul and just stole shit

I noticed at times I could be outta my mind

I be reachin' for the sky but that's just how I'm designed

Always thinkin' divine, got people rollin' they eyes

Everytime I'm helpin' homies up but nobody tries

[Hook]

I'm alone

In the middle of a crowd

I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around

I'm alone

As I sit up on my cloud

I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around

I'm alone

In the middle of a crowd

I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around

I'm alone

As I sit up on my cloud

I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around

[Verse 2]

In my 4 cornered room I envision

Life without depression and obsession with suspicion

Always see myself in paralytical positions

Never get inspired to continue on my missions...

Now I'm always drinkin', don't know what I'm thinkin'

Try'na stay afloat but my hurt soul is steady sinkin'

Chuggin' up the seagrams gin up in my lincoln

In a mental prison so no blinkin' when I'm speakin'

Only gettin' love from the people overseas

I'm takin' all the drugs while im prayin on my knees...

Layin on a dity rug an starin' to the ceilin'

Thinkin' 'bout the quickest way to end this shit I'm feelin'

[Hook]

I'm alone

In the middle of a crowd

I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around

I'm alone

As I sit up on my cloud

I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around

I'm alone

In the middle of a crowd

I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around

I'm alone

As I sit up on my cloud

I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around