[Verse 1]

You'd buy a gun before you'd ever cry

Regret your life and never wonder why

Am I as wicked as you made me feel?

Tell me to go to Hell, like we're not here

Like I'm not here

[Verse 2]

There's gaps in all the memories I could find

I made room for the trauma I deny

I drown in all the things I'll never say

Do I feel any pride for my last name?

For your last name?

Five year migraine

And you blame it on my brain

Wе both ran away

But not together, and I say

[Chorus]

My family's all gone

Wе traded each other for [?] the way we live now

I wanna hold on

But we changed for the better, and that's all we get now

My family's all gone

We traded each other for the way we live now

I wanna hold on

But we changed for the better, and that's all we get now

[Verse 3]

Now it's been a year and I guess I feel fine

Kicked all the shit that I did to waste time

Still do drugs, but they're from a drive-thru

This time, rehab said I had to

Ran into a friend that we both knew

I thought I saw a ghost, he thought he saw you

He asked me how I am, but we both know what I've been through

[Chorus]

My family's all gone

We traded each other for the way we live now

I wanna hold on

But we changed for the better, and that's all we get now

My family's all gone

We traded each other for the way we live now

I wanna hold on

But we changed for the better, and that's all we get now

[Bridge]

Why can't you love from a distance?

Why can't you ever just be proud?

Where did you hide all the love I needed?

Why can't you ever just back down?

[Chorus]

My family's all gone

We traded each other for the way we live now

I wanna hold on

But we changed for the better, and that's all we get now

My family's all gone

We traded each other for the way we live now

I wanna hold on

But we changed for the better, and that's all we get now