The Rain

By NEFFEX

Released on November 23, 2022

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[Intro]

(I need to change things in my brain)

(That's why we take drugs to escape)

I feel the rain, it burns like pain

Alone again, where are my friends?

I need to change things in my brain

That's why we take drugs to escape


[Verse 1]

The weather speaks to me, a different frequency

Gave you a piece of me, but you left so easily

I thought you needed me, you kept deceivin' me

Think you mistreated me, what did you ever see in me?

I'm in a better place, I'm in a sweater space

Thumb holes, a warm embrace, takin' me to better days

I work to make a change, I work through all the pain

Distractions keep me sane, I may never be the same

Let me feel for a minute, wait, I don't like that, quit it

I'm a real big cynic, I don't really trust too much, I limit

But when I do, I'm committed and when I do, man, I'm in it

I'm by your side 'til we winnin', ride-or-die, I'ma always stay with it

Got my mind tangled in knots, tryin' to hide from the painful thoughts

Crouchin' behind all the memories lost, the happy ones between

The awful spots, I visualize a lot, protagonistic thoughts

Antagonistic boss, I try to win, try to see the plot


[Chorus]

I feel the rain, it burns like pain

Alone again, where are my friends?

I need to change, things in my brain

That's why we take, drugs to escape

But that don't change a fuckin' thing

I need some space, it's not a phase

These sleepy days, they keep me sane

I'll dream of rain that 'cause no pain


[Verse 2]

It's so cold outside, why am I in this life?

Why am I here alive? The only point: Survive

But if we all just die, then we all fail with time

No, that cannot be right, there must be more to life

I wanna make a difference, I wanna be consistent

I wanna be committed, that shit can be so addicting

I have some new convictions, I have some new conditions

I have some premonitions that this time things will be different

I wake up, now, to a mornin' filled with sun (Sun)

I wake up, now, and I finally don't feel numb (Numb)

I got somethin' in my life I really want (Want)

And I feel like the change has just begun (Begun)

Look at me now, oh, look who I've become (Become)

I guess with time you can get what you want (Want)

I look back on the things that made me run (Run)

They made me who I am, the reason for all I've done


[Chorus]

I feel the rain, it burns like pain

Alone again, where are my friends?

I need to change, things in my brain

That's why we take, drugs to escape

But that don't change a fuckin' thing

I need some space, it's not a phase

These sleepy days, they keep me sane

I'll dream of rain that 'cause no pain