[Intro]
(I need to change things in my brain)
(That's why we take drugs to escape)
I feel the rain, it burns like pain
Alone again, where are my friends?
I need to change things in my brain
That's why we take drugs to escape
[Verse 1]
The weather speaks to me, a different frequency
Gave you a piece of me, but you left so easily
I thought you needed me, you kept deceivin' me
Think you mistreated me, what did you ever see in me?
I'm in a better place, I'm in a sweater space
Thumb holes, a warm embrace, takin' me to better days
I work to make a change, I work through all the pain
Distractions keep me sane, I may never be the same
Let me feel for a minute, wait, I don't like that, quit it
I'm a real big cynic, I don't really trust too much, I limit
But when I do, I'm committed and when I do, man, I'm in it
I'm by your side 'til we winnin', ride-or-die, I'ma always stay with it
Got my mind tangled in knots, tryin' to hide from the painful thoughts
Crouchin' behind all the memories lost, the happy ones between
The awful spots, I visualize a lot, protagonistic thoughts
Antagonistic boss, I try to win, try to see the plot
[Chorus]
I feel the rain, it burns like pain
Alone again, where are my friends?
I need to change, things in my brain
That's why we take, drugs to escape
But that don't change a fuckin' thing
I need some space, it's not a phase
These sleepy days, they keep me sane
I'll dream of rain that 'cause no pain
[Verse 2]
It's so cold outside, why am I in this life?
Why am I here alive? The only point: Survive
But if we all just die, then we all fail with time
No, that cannot be right, there must be more to life
I wanna make a difference, I wanna be consistent
I wanna be committed, that shit can be so addicting
I have some new convictions, I have some new conditions
I have some premonitions that this time things will be different
I wake up, now, to a mornin' filled with sun (Sun)
I wake up, now, and I finally don't feel numb (Numb)
I got somethin' in my life I really want (Want)
And I feel like the change has just begun (Begun)
Look at me now, oh, look who I've become (Become)
I guess with time you can get what you want (Want)
I look back on the things that made me run (Run)
They made me who I am, the reason for all I've done
[Chorus]
I feel the rain, it burns like pain
Alone again, where are my friends?
I need to change, things in my brain
That's why we take, drugs to escape
But that don't change a fuckin' thing
I need some space, it's not a phase
These sleepy days, they keep me sane
I'll dream of rain that 'cause no pain