Released on January 3, 2018

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[Verse 1]

Everyday that I wake up, I wake up in a nightmare

Everyday that I wake up, I can never see quite clear

When I look at my surroundings and everybody still doubts me

I wanna live to hear a crowd sing all my lyrics so loudly

I miss a time when we would all get together

I guess it's fine, but I really wish that we were better

Real talk, sippin' drinks without all the pressure

Now, everybody needs to think about postin' whatever

When people ask how I'm doin', I've never been better

That's really not a conversation I'm willin' to enter

How come we all continue forcin' out all of this pressure?

I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures


[Chorus]

I need my space now, so, I can feel nothing

I live this nightmare, so, I can be something (Yeah)

I do what I love and hope you will love me (Yo)

I face this nightmare, no, I am not running (Let's go)


[Verse 2]

And I'm scared of bein' rich, but I'm scared of bein' poor

I'm scared of bein' lonely, but I'm scared of bein' bored

Sometimes, I get really angry and I don't know why

Sometimes, I really do hate me, can't even pick my own side, yeah

What is even goin' on? Why the hell do I even write songs?

What the hell am I doing here, man? I guess, I don't understand a thing, damn

Yeah, but maybe ignorance is bliss, yo, I'd rather lay in the abyss

Than be aware of what I missed, especially if I quit

Yeah, they say that hell is your last day

When you see what you could've became

That day would drive me insane, so, I intend on stayin' my lane

Yeah, I picked a path and I picked the pain

Yeah, I want it bad, that won't ever change

Yeah, sometimes, I'm mad, sometimes, I'm okay

Yeah, I know I'll have what I want, someday


[Chorus]

I need my space now, so, I can feel nothing

I live this nightmare, so, I can be something (Yeah)

I do what I love and hope you will love me (Yo)

I face this nightmare, no, I am not running (Let's go)


[Verse 3]

And it's hard to be okay when everything has changed

Yeah, it's hard to be okay when I can see everything

The best part of everyone's day is on my iPhone, on display

No matter what I do, can't get away, this isn't healthy

I don't feel the same, yo, and destiny is a weird thing

Yeah, 'cause it's easier to believe, yeah, that everything

Is out of your hands, it's part of a plan, so, there ain't no need to worry

Uh, don't let your vision be blurry, yeah, lock into your journey

Yo, and you can start real early, you can be thirteen

Or you could be thirty, uh, but it's your life to live, yeah

Yeah, so what you got to give, huh? Uh, you better get after it

Don't you dare quit, don't you dare, kid, you got dreams?

Then you're like me, so, try like me, so, fight, like me

Take a hold of your life and thrive, like me

So, you can put the nightmares to sleep like me