[Verse 1]
Every day that I wake up (Wake up)
I wake up in a nightmare (Nightmare)
Every day that I wake up (Wake up)
I can never see quite clear (Quite clear)
When I look at my surroundings (Surroundings)
And everybody still doubts me (Doubts me)
I wanna live to hear a crowd sing (Crowd sing)
All my lyrics so loudly (So loudly)
I miss a time when we would all get together
I guess it's fine, but I really wish that we were better
Real talk, sippin' drinks without all the pressure
Now, everybody needs to think about postin' whatever
When people ask how I'm doin', I've never been better
That's really not a conversation I'm willin' to enter
How come we all continue forcin' out all this pressure?
I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures
[Chorus]
I need my space now, so, I can feel nothing
I live this nightmare, so, I can be something (Yeah)
I do what I love and hope you will love me (Yo)
I face this nightmare, no, I am not running (Let's go)
[Verse 2]
And I'm scared of bein' rich, but I'm scared of bein' poor (Rich, poor)
I'm scared of bein' lonely, but I'm scared of bein' bored (Lonely, bored)
Sometimes, I get really angry and I don't know why (Angry, why)
Sometimes, I really do hate me, can't even pick my own side, yeah (Hate me)
What is even goin' on? (What is even goin' on?)
Why the hell do I even write songs? (Write songs)
What the hell am I doin' here, man?
I guess, I don't understand a thing, damn
Yeah, but maybe ignorance is bliss (Bliss)
Yo, I'd rather lay in the abyss (Abyss)
Than be aware of what I missed, especially if I quit (Missed)
Yeah, they say that hell is your last day (Last day)
When you see what you could've became (Became)
That day would drive me insane (Insane)
So, I intend on stayin' my lane (My lane)
Yeah, I picked a path and I picked the pain
Yeah, I want it bad, that won't ever change
Yeah, sometimes, I'm mad, sometimes, I'm okay
Yeah, I know I'll have what I want, someday
[Chorus]
I need my space now, so, I can feel nothing
I live this nightmare, so, I can be something (Yeah)
I do what I love and hope you will love me (Yo)
I face this nightmare, no, I am not running (Let's go)
[Verse 3]
And it's hard to be okay when everything has changed (Okay, changed)
Yeah, it's hard to be okay when I can see everything (Okay, everything)
The best part of everyone's day is on my iPhone, on display (Day, display)
No matter what I do, can't get away, this isn't healthy
I don't feel the same, yo, and destiny is a weird thing
Yeah, 'cause it's easier to believe, yeah, that everything
Is out of your hands, it's part of a plan, so, there ain't no need to worry
Uh, don't let your vision be blurry, yeah, lock into your journey
Yo, and you can start real early, you can be thirteen
Or you could be thirty, uh, but it's your life to live, yeah
Yeah, so what you got to give, huh? Uh, you better get after it
Don't you dare quit, don't you dare, kid, you got dreams?
Then you're like me, so, try like me, so, fight like me
Take a hold of your life and thrive like me
So, you can put the nightmares to sleep like me (Like me)