[Verse 1]

Don't wake me up

It's the best that I've felt in weeks

And to be completely honest

I'd rather be happily dead or asleep

[Pre-Chorus]

Sit back and listen

Close your eyes if you feel it

'Cause I'm questioning everything

It's affecting all my decisions

I saw you in the mirror

And switched up my rhythm

Am I chasing a dream or am I caught in the middle of it?

[Chorus]

Sometimes I wonder

If life is some sick joke

Will I wake up and it's over?

No, I'm still here and I'm not dead

(Still here and I'm not dead)

[Verse 2]

And most days it all feels the same

I can't tell no difference in pleasure and pain

And it makes me sick, sick joke

Like life is shoving its fingers to the back of my throat

[Chorus]

And sometimes I wonder

If life is some sick joke

Will I wake up and it's over?

No, I'm still here and I'm not dead

And I'll hold on to a moment

Like a sad kid to a blanket

Would you tell me that I'm okay?

That I'm still here and I'm not dead?

(Still here and I'm not dead)

(Still here and I'm not dead)

[Post-Chorus]

Sit back and listen

Close your eyes if you feel it

'Cause I'm questioning everything

It's affecting all my decisions

I saw you in the mirror

And switched up my rhythm

Am I chasing a dream or am I caught in the middle of it?

[Bridge]

And some day I'll find you

Like an old key to a locked door

Is it all just some sick joke?

Am I still here? 'Cause I can't tell

[Chorus]

Sometimes I wonder

If life is some sick joke

Will I wake up and it's over?

No, I'm still here and I'm not dead

And I'll hold on to a moment

Like a sad kid to a blanket

Would you tell me that I'm okay?

That I'm still here and I'm not dead?