Released on April 25, 2023

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[Chorus: Morgana]

I want to take you to all of my places

Nelly & I stay up counting our paces

Call up our friends, stay up counting the cases

I haven't felt right in ages

I know you thought that by now we'd be clear

Funny the lengths you can go in a year

I know you suffer

I go through phases

I haven't felt right in ages


[Verse 1: Nealo]

I hit the forest with the little man

Talking for the first time

We're walking through the woods

The lovely gift of nature feels divine

I feel like everything has just come good

Like all this pain has happened for a reason

Human bеings they come and go just like thе seasons

But gratitude in the face of all disaster is the key

I just spent 10 years with my wife

We had to go our separate ways

I feel ashamed I couldn't save the day

Forgiveness for myself is all I gained from 2020

Love and friendship in abundance

I've got plenty sisters, many brothers

Many more I fell in love with

At times I feel the pull of all the stars

That light the way above us

There's times I feel the pull of all the stars

That light the way above us


[Verse 2: Nealo]

And I've got many brothers in the earth

They'll never smoke another gram

They'll never feel their mother's love

Or shake a caring father's hand

They'll never reach the ocean

And gaze upon it broken open

Makes me think of all the art

The Dublin poems left unspoken

And man I feel my sister's pain

The world has them in twisted chains

All the fucking wrongs, abuse and murder done in Jesus name

The holy father, painted white and gendered male

It's all just karma in the end

No crosses nails, it's just pretend

And all that's real is truth and light right in the end

I spent the winter to and froing with my friend

And all that's real is truth and light right at the end


[Chorus: Morgana]

I want to take you to all of my places

Nelly & I stay up counting our paces

Call up our friends, stay up counting the cases

I haven't felt right in ages

I know you thought that by now we'd be clear

Funny the lengths you can go in a year

I know you suffer

I go through phases

I haven't felt right in ages


[Verse 3: Nealo]

Sometimes I cry just like a baby

Smoking rollies thinking heaven maybe

Save me in my focus

Driving crazy broke as fuck

I spent it all on rent and bills for me and Jakey

Sipping Baileys, smoking blunts and getting wavy

I had the worst year of my life

Sometimes I wonder how I struggled through the nights

But never running for the knife

Not saying suicide is wrong

For all my friends that took their life

Just have to think about your Mom

Your cousin Padraig smoking bongs up in his bedroom

Meditation changed his life

Try to focus on the light

I swear theres magic on this planet

Wake up early before it's bright

Lace the Air Max and go running for my life

I swear there's days the right song hits

And Sis I'm close to taking flight


[Verse 4: Nealo]

I swear to Jaysus

People think that God is going to come and save us

But she's never coming

If I was her I'd burn us all like sages

Little devils wrapped in skin and bone

We murdered through the ages

Dark and dangerous, hatred rages

Up on Facebook with your uncle

Posting homophobic posts

Or in Direct Provision

Treating all these human beings like ghosts

Or to our sisters who we left to carry

All our pain and hope

Locked up in the baby homes

Their hearts just yearning to elope


[Outro: Nealo]

Evil priests and politicians

Building fucked up sexist systems

Full of sadomasochism

Forcing babies into prison

If God was real they didn't listen

Give me strength to find the wisdom

I've got days where I've got vision

And I have others where I scream into the distance but no one listens

I've got days where I get visions

Keep on screaming til it echoes in the distance no one listens

I got days where I get visions

I got brothers in the system

Keep on screaming til it echoes in the distance no one listens